Hurt//Jonah Marais { completed }

eight

    JONAHS POV:

i didn't want to leave. i didn't want to leave her side. i wanted to make sure she was ok. she was probably just tired. i walked out of her room. i went to her kitchen and i found a paper and i looked for a pen. i found one. i wrote.

hey em, if you are reading this that means you are ok. and that lets me breathe normally now. and even if it doesn't look like i care for you. i care for you a lot.... after that accident at lunch you left school crying. i was very worried so i left school sprinted to your house, once i got here your door was wide open and i found you trying to commit in your bathroom. i took the  blade away from you. grabbed one of your scarfs to wrap your arm. i'll buy you a new one. then you started to get drowsy. and i was very worried. i took you to your bed saw your phone and opened it with your thumb. and texted courtney. i had no idea who she was i assumed she was very close to you because she was in your most recent texts. she came over and kicked me out of your house. before i left i wrote this. please text me or something
- jo 🖤

i went to her car to see if it was open and it was. so i put the note on her bag and walked home. i walked into my house crying and my mom was home so she saw me.

"Jo, what are you doing here so early, and hon are you crying?" my mom said  gently 

"i dont feel good. im fine. dont talk to me" i gave my sweet mother sass. i walked up to my room but of course my mom followed me.

"Jonah marais roth frantzich. tell me what happened" she said

"THE GIRL I LOVE HATES HERSELF AND HATES ME TOO. WAS TRYING TO KILL HERSELF AND I STOPPED HER  THEN I CALLED HER FRIEND SHE WENT TO HER HOUSE RIGHT AWAY AND KICKED ME OUT" i said screaming and crying

"shhhhh, no need for screaming" my mom said gently 

"IM SO WORRIED THO!" i said crying and screaming

"baby boy,  you saved her tho. why are you worried" 

"BECAUSE BEFORE I WAS KICKED OUT SHE WAS GETTING DROWSY AND THAT CAN MEAN TWO DIFFERENT THINGS" i said crying and screaming

"shhh, my baby boy.. she will be okay i promise. and you know i never break promises..." my mother walks out of my room and close the door. and i went to lie down on my bed, i didn't stop crying for a good 2 hours. i was in my locked, dark room waiting for a text. hours pass i laid on my bed played my piano, played my guitar. 8:00 pm finally came around i took a shower finally changed out of my bloody shirt. i got a text... from the boys

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daniel: yo where did you go

jonah: me?

jack: no, zach

zach: what did i do now

corybn: nothing zach

daniel: yes you retard 

jonah: i didn't feel good so i went home. also i didn't wanna see your ugly ass

daniel: fuck you to jonah

jonah: what did she do to you. why did she deserve what you did to her

daniel: her ugly ass didn't sit with us

jonah: why do you care

daniel: i care because why would i want to get up to make fun of her. if she sat with us it would be so much easier to make fun of her bro

jonah: suck a dick daniel

jack: geez someone is pissed 

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i threw my phone down on my bed and went to bed...

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