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Emily's POV

i hate myself, i hate my life, i hate seeing, i hate falling for someone who has a girlfriend, i hate breathing, i wanna die. what is the point of living... jonah walks into the room and sits up front again. i just want to go home. it was friday so i can stay home and didn't have to suffer.

*TIME SKIP TO LUNCH AGAIN*

you didn't want to take any chances so you sat with the boys. you sat between jack and daniel. the whole lunch period daniel kept saying

"slut" "hoe" "dirty little bitch" "fatty" and more. when he called me a whore jonah got pissed

"daniel can you stop" jonah said angrily. but why did he say something. he has a girlfriend. why should he care for me. i'm just his sex toy .

"no fuck you" daniel said right after. and he kept going. and going and going. daniel started to poke me and try to get me to talk to him. i didn't talk to anyone. i didn't want to. i wanted to go home and cry.

the rest of the day went super slow. but finally the last bell rang. i went to my locker got my math book for math homework and right after i open my locker. daniel slammed it shut.  it almost got my fingers.

"what the fuck daniel" i said

daniel said nothing. he slapped my ass and walked away. thank god it's friday  i don't have to see his ugly ass. i get to my car and guess who's there. yep jenna. i walk to my car

"what do you want from me. i just want to go home" i said

"stay. away. from. my. boyfriend." she said while moving closer to my face

"I"M NOT EVEN NEAR HIM" i yelled and pushed her away from my door. i got in my car and drove away asap. i got home. i got my bag my keys walked into my empty house. slammed the door behind me. dropped my bag and keys ran upstairs. I went to my bathroom my eyes full of tears. I ripped off my sweatshirt and started to cut my stomach. my thighs too. this went on for two month or so

*MEGA TIME SKIP*

TWO MONTHS LATER

it has been two months nothing has gotten better. it got worse you have scars all over your body. i cry myself to sleep every night. i haven't talked to jonah in 2 months. my mom and dad sent me $400 a week for no reason. but it's thanksgiving break so i have off of school 3 days plus the weekend. you were very happy. i was in my  room watching netflix. randomly someone walks in my  house. i heard a slam. and  thought it was my parents. i was wrong

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