Broken

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*suicidal thoughts and self harm skip if triggering*

Kara lost it, there wasn't any better phrase to use to be honest, there was about 3 holes in her wall, Even Alex was to afraid to talk to the girl of Steel

Kara let out a horrific scream and she collapsed onto the ground, everything was happening in her head, the hero had finally broken, the scene was scary, all the pressure of being a hero catco trying to be the perfect girl finally caught up on Kara and it wasn't doing any good

Deep sobs come out, tears stained the floor, The blond lay on the floor trying to comfort herself, but there was nothing, she had just broken and no one could put the piece together, Kara wanted a way to make it stop, but then she couldn't, she couldn't feel physical pain, it was all in her head, all she wanted was to stick a shard of kryptonite into her heart to make everything stop

But someone wasn't going to let that happen

A simple knock on a door stopped Kara's sobbing

"Please go away" Kara says trying her best to sound strong

"Kara it's me Lena, I have a key can I come in" The CEO asks

"Lena it isn't safe for you to be near me"

Lena ignoring the comment barged in

Kara immediately put her glasses on and dried her tear

Lena was taken back by the state of the apparemment, pillows were shredded holes in the wall, it was a mess, The Luther walked over to crying hero

"Hey Kara your safe, do you want to tell whats going on" Lena says sitting down beside the blond

"I'm fine" Kara lies

Lena knew that she was

"What's really wrong"

"I'm fine, everything is fine, it's always fine" Kara mutters aloud

"Kara please you can tell me anything"

"Lena"

Sky blue eyes meet the kryptonite eyes of the CEO

"Yes Kara"

"I hate myself" she says choking on a sob

"No never say that" Lena says,

The CEO mind went back to when she was a teenager and how she brought a blade to her wrist during hard time

Lena pulls Kara sleeves up and let's out a sigh of relief

"I would If i could" Kara mumbles leaning into Lena

"No you should never, it's the worst thing you could do" Lena says hugging the reporter

"Lena I want the pain to stop, I want everything to go away, but I can't, there is no way unless you have a shard of kryptonite which I would love to have right now" Kara says without even thinking

"Why would you need kryptonite"

"Well because I'm her" Kara says standing up, she pulls off her glasses, more tears stream down her face

"Lena I'm sick and tired of everything, my whole civilisation is dead, mon-el is married, my parents used me, and i have tried so hard to be strong but I can't" Kara Says

The kryptonitian falls to her knees and Lena walks over to her to comfort her

"Well if your weak then how did you help me during hard times, how did you stand up to snapper, how did you still fight even when everything was hopeless, how did you judge me on my own merits" Lena says rubbing gently the blond hair

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