Admit it...You're mine

Since Now

The outside of the building was just stunning! The neon lights flickered the name of the club, “Club 69” I heard the music, I mean it was blaring from the building. We were at a club, this would be my FIRST club experience. I had been invited to go to clubs with people before, I just never felt like being in the partying mood. I hoped that the inside of the building is just as gorgeous as the outside! But... I wasn’t a person that person that really liked parties, and clubs, and all that jazz. Why was I clenching my stomach? Or right, because I was scared, I had seen the movies where the guy walks into the bar and then shoots everyone, or the stripper takes all your money. Yeah, lets just say the movie never ended well.

“Well are you coming or not?” Conner stood there, just staring at me, waiting for a reply. I gulped.

“What would you do if I died?” The question suddenly bursting out of my mouth.

“You’re not going to die, until you’re like....OLD. Are you old right now? No, so don’t ask me until we are rolling around in wheelchairs, kissing each other without our teeth.” He smirks and grabs me by the arm dragging me to the golden framed doors.The sight of us kissing, as old men, all wrinkly and stuff...made me smile, he said we were going to be old and kissing! Still being pulled into the building, I liked the fact that Conner was touching me, although I didn’t want to experience what was held behind these doors, or maybe I was just being a baby about it. “It will be fun! I promise.”

“...fine.” Giving up on the pulling, and pushing. I start to walk like a normal human being, as IF I was normal at all…Tugging my hair to the side of my face, I can feel the beat of the music. Bum Bum Bum Bum. The adrenaline of the music ran through me, coursing through my veins, making me feel…alive.  I watched as Conner drew out two twenty dollar bills, as we waited in the uberly short line. "I can pay for myself you know." I say eyeing him, taking in his outfit that…did I mention he looked sexy? He always did.

"But I want to pay for you. It's our first official date, so I pay." He says grinning at me. "You can pay next time if you'd like though."

"I'd be happy too." We step forward and he hands the big bald man the money, and just like in movies, takes the red thing back to let us through. Giving him a sweet smile, Conner grabs my hand pulling me forward.

"We're here!" He attempts to shout over the loud music.

"Ok," I whisper.

"What did you say?!" Laughing, I lead him to the dance floor and start dancing like a random fool would do at home when they are alone.

"Nothing," Still dancing like a freak, I begin to start jumping in a circle around Conner.

Forcing me to stop my foolishness he pulls me closer and whispers in my ear "Sometimes you can be the most embarrassing person, and then sometimes, you can be the most fucking adorable person ever." Honestly, I couldn't stop blushing.  And obviously, Conner took it to his full advantage to press his soft, lips upon mine. It was quite forceful, but I didn't pull away. Gosh no, it had been so long since I had his lips on mine. I almost forgot what he tasted like…smores, and strawberries. Weird, yes I know but it was true.

"You're a really good kisser." I say taking in deep breaths, the kiss had lasted about one minute, without being able to sneak in a breath of air.

"That's because I am the only person you've ever kissed." And he was right, he was the only guy that I had wanted to kiss in my entire existence I couldn't bear to kiss any other guy. Taking my hand he pulls me over to the bar counter and orders us drinks. I couldn't really remember the name, it was confusing. When the drinks were served, Conner took a swig and asked for a refill. Taking small sips of the drink, I scrunch my face at the awful taste, how could anyone like this stuff? Spitting it back into my glass, I push it away.

"I'll just have water."

"You're kidding right?" Conner asks laughing while swallowing down another glass of his alcoholic beverage.

"No, actually I'm not. I don't really care for this kind of stuff."

"Just drink it, please? Don't drink like a sissy, just chug it all down. I know you will like it."

"And if I don't?" Ok, So maybe I was trying to confuse him. Chuckling to myself, I just smile at him. Tonight should be fun, a sober person, playing with a drunk person. The thoughts of me doing the funny things I would do to him played in my mind, but no I could never do that to him. Instead I take a drink, this time 100000000x faster then when I had started sipping it. And once again, Conner was right, as if that wasn't an usual thing. Normally Conner had always been right, had good grades, been the perfect child. He was almost too perfect.

“Want another drink?”

“Sure why not?” I beam, and then swivel in the chair watching the lights, wall and Conner sync into one big blob. And what a coincidence that the song 'You spin me round.' Would be playing. “You spin me right round baby, right round like a record baby, right round round round.” It was true, Conner had that effect on me. Oh yes, he definitely did. Grabbing my drink I gulp it down, and grab Conners hand.

“Lets dance.” Smiling at him, I get closer.

“Since when were you the party type?”

“Since now.” I purr in his ear.
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it’s been forever since I’ve uploaded. :( I feel so mean. I’m sorry guys.