Proof of your Love and what it can do!

Stand strong!

Okay y'all! Here we go!

(Anniah PoV)

It had been two days since I went and met NF aka Nate. I just could not stop replaying him saying ' I know God has a plan for you, cutting and suicide is not an option' I felt like he was right yet something inside of me made me want to cut. I knew where my razor was and I held it in my hand. I started at it
'Come on worthless, one cut, it will make everything go away. One time and you will be good, good, now again' I head my head tell me, I saw blood on my wrist and knew I did it, why! I started to cry, I tossed the blade to the other side of the room then grabbed my phone and texted,
'Help!'
'Are you okay?'
'I..I can't..on my own, i need help!' I texted.
'I'll pick you up in ten, or do you need me to call 9-1-1?'
'I just need you.' I cried.
'Hang in there!' He replied.
A few minutes later I heard knocking on my door, which was closed and so I opened it to see a concerned looking Nate.
"You okay? What's wrong?" He asked.
"Why do I feel this still, why do I do it! I can't stop!" I yelled then sobbed into his chest as he pulled me close.
"Shhh..it's okay...shhhh..your okay...what do you mean that you can't stop?" He asked when I finally stoped crying.
I took my wrist that was bleeding slowly.
"Oh Anniah! Why!l he asked as he took his shirt and used the end to wipe the blood off then grabbed a wet paper towel to wash my wrist.
"That's why I need help! I can't do it in my own! I thought I was fine!"
"It's okay. Tell me what made you want to cut."
"W..when I saw you in concert..a..and you told me that you knew that God had a plan, I..I don't know I just felt like Gods plan was not real, at least not for me."
"Anniah, Gods plan is in stone, nothing can change that, you may feel like there is no plan but you need to stand strong and you need to keep fighting the good fight. Remember when I talked about how my music is 'real' well what that means is that everything thing I write or rap has happened or is how I feel when I am having a hard time,

Yeah, you, baby, you
You're something special
Baby, I know
I know what you're thinkin'
Maybe, maybe I'm wasting your time
But I promise, but I promise
I know that I go back and forth
But I won't let you, I won't let you, I won't let you down
Yeah

I meant it when I told you I would change
Meant it when I told you I would stay
Sick of talkin' on the phone, babe
Time to pack your car and come to my state
Come to my place, look at my face, oh, yeah
You know I ain't playin'
I'm savin' some money, yeah, hop in car
And get on the road, here we go
Baby, I can't lie
I'm a little bit, I'm a little bit scared right now, girl, girl, yeah

You said you want more
And I can't blame you for
Askin' me what's somethin' you deserve

You're special
Yo-yo-you're special
Oh yeah, you're special
Yo-yo-you're special

Yeah, I knew it, you was my type
We ain't gotta skip to the highlight
You're the highlight, girl, of my life (woo)
Both of us have got a past, but it's alright
All night car rides
Drivin' through the city, yeah, the view's fantastic
It's automatic, could see you smile, gotta have it
She got me thinkin' maybe I'ma have to put a ring on it, girl
I ain't never been a romantic, but I can romance ya'
Get your shoes on, baby, I am not asking
I'm 'bout to take you out to dinner, put the black dress on
Got the room gaspin', how did this happen?
I don't even know
She's the type to sing my words at the show
She's the type to pick me up when I'm low
And remind me she got my back, no matter what
Yeah, I think she hearin' me now
Fear what I think, so I'm thinkin' out loud
I need a woman I know I can trust, and I got one
I guess you can say that she down
Callin' my phone, and she told me she proud
She said my name and I like how that sounds, oh, yeah
(I like that)

I like how this sounds
(Baby, I-yeah)
Baby, don't make me lose myself
Baby, I need somebody I know I can trust (yeah)
I mean, I'm being honest
I ain't ever met a girl like you (no)
Baby, you can call me
You can call me anytime
You can call me any day, anytime
You know I'ma answer
I won't let you, I won't let you down, yeah

You said you want more
And I can't blame you for
Askin' me for somethin' you deserve (You deserve it)

You're special, yeah
Yo-yo-you're special
I said, girl, I said, you're special
I said, you're special

(Still Nate talking)
Anniah, you are Priceless, don't resort to self harm. I'm hear for you, so are Joel, Luke, Courtney, Moriah and everyone else!"

"Thank you Nate! I'm sorry!"
"Don't be, it's just something you need help on."

Okay so I'm stoping it here unless you want me to add more!
Shout out to _french_fries_4life And all the others who wanted it! If you want a shout out let me know sorry I have bad memory