Language of the Heart

05072017

It was a new year,
New semester...
And as if fated to be,
I met you and them unexpectedly.

The way I saw our first day,
I predicted how it's going to be.
I knew I'd fall for you,
I knew my heart would beat a different one for you.

And so it really happened.
You became part of my life,
Of this heart I've already closed.
It was just so hard not to fall for you.

And as days go by,
It was so hard not to look into your eyes,
Because your gaze warms my soul,
Your wink makes me breathless.

When you sing my name,
I can't help but reprimand you,
Because it's making me fall deeper for you,
And it scares me, you giving a melody to my name.

Even your jokes became a part of me,
You ony meant to make me laugh
But it created a great impact in me,
And that's when I decided to change my life.

I hate to say this...
But I loved the day you serenade me.
It really made no sense
As you were already taken, but I loved existing as me, that day.

The whole duration of our "togetherness"
Was filled with smiles and laughters,
You only made me the happiest
Though you were never aware of how I felt.

You brought a different feels in this chapter of my life,
I never felt empty and lonely
Because you've been so caring and warm towards me.

And just like that,
I felt like we are creating a lovestory
I thought there'd been a connection,
A spark in one way or another.

I liked it that way,
But I became unhappy.
Suddenly, the reality that I've come to accept
Became something that has driven me to break down.

It was almost a lovestory.
Or it was just probably
how I thought it to be
But it made me happy temporarily.