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MONSTER INSIDE

The monster inside of me
From the dark past I thought I forgot
Is trying to escape and consume me,
It's trying to change me,
Swallow the fighter in me whole,
And just turn me as 'the monster.'

Its creeping me out
So I wanted to kick this monster out
But I am afraid to do so
Not because I'm going to hurt myself
But because I will, whether I like it or not,
Hurt the people close to my heart.

Fighting it back is my only solution now
But sometimes it just won't work
I'd lose in the battle of tag of  war
Between fighting back and losing just like that
I just feel so weak and helpless.

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