I Should(n't) Have Kissed You - Chapter 10

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GOOD-DAY MATES! It's so nice to sleep in on a school day, eh?

Oh, and I GOT THE JOB!

IM GETTING PAID! ................................ to make sandwiches..... at this bakery-cafe.

Haha. ANYWAYSS The song that I chose for this chapter, I originally planned to put it in the last chapter but Im putting it in this one :) It's Should've Kissed You by Chris Brown and You Found Me by The Fray.

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Alex and I get along so great. He can make me laugh whenever I need it the most and he's always been there for me, just like Austin. But I definitely don't like him like that. No, he's like a brother to me. Right?

We both sigh a sigh of relief. He turns his head to face me and I notice, so I look at him. He had a conflicting look upon his face.. As if he has some inner turmoil going on. But what happened next, I could've never....

Next thing I know, a pair of lips smashed into mine. I froze. I completely froze. My eyes opened in mass confusion. What's going on?! Did... Is.. Alex.... I dont know what to think. His lips were.. soft. Almost like a cloud. He wasn't kissing to hard but not too lightly either... It seems like my mind and heart are at a standstill, but at the same time they're going a million miles per hour.

I closed my eyes.

Kiss him. Kiss him back.

He deepened the kiss by moving closer to me. I started moving my lips in sync along with his. He brought his hand and touched the side of my face with his palm, rubbing his thumb in relaxing circle on my cheek. I scooted closer to be in a more comfortable position. I couldn't help but lift my hand up and touched his chest, his other hand at my waist. I guess you can say that we were completely snogging now. I felt something in my pocket. Did Alex move his hand do- No.... his hands were on my neck and waist. I broke away from the kiss and I reached for my pocket. I took it out, and saw that I was receiving a call. My eyes widen.

It was Austin.

Shit.... I looked around, just to see if there was anyone around that saw what had just happened. There were a few people, not that many around us. Although one man in a tank in flip flops stood out in my eyes.. Why did h-My thoughts were interrupted yet again with the constant vibration of my cell. I quickly answered. "Hello?" I said, somewhat antsy.

"Hey babe! Sorry about all that, I feel bad..." His voice trailed off. "Anyways where are you? Do you know where Alex is too? Or is he with-"

Apparently, he was walking right around the corner as he was just about to finish off his sentence. "There you are!" He said as he shoved his phone in his back pocket.

Instinctively, I jumped up and ran over to him, leaping into his arms, then wrapping my legs around him. He spun me around and I smiled. I let go and faced him with a smile on my face, only to be struck with an overwhelming sense of guilt and betrayal.

But.. it's different. This time... it's alot deeper than what I've felt before. Like, I've done and said stuff that I feel guilty about and I'm sure there's that one point in my life where I betrayed someone. C'mon, who hasn't? We're all human, we all make mistakes. But this feeling, actually kissing... Alex... God. Even saying those words in the same sentences makes me want to vomit.

You selfish little whore. How could you do that to Austin? said a voice in my head. The fuck? Why are you here? You were the one who told me to kiss him back! I was in the heat of the moment... Oh god..

"Babe, what's wrong? Did something happen?" I looked up to see Austin standing right in front of me, very close. I looked in those beautiful brown irises that contained his emotions. Luckily for me, I know how to read his eyes, if you say.

His eyes were filled with concern...

Austin's P.O.V.

I can see it. In her eyes. She feels guilty, but about what? Could it be that I got chased by fans? But why would she?

"Babe, what's wrong? Did something happen?" I feared the answer that she would say next. Wait... what.. was that? Something flashed across her.. face, her eyes. That guilt look grew 10 times deeper and struck harder. I want to know!

I moved in closer, placing my hand on her waist. I neared my face closer to hers. "Babe...."

"Nothing happened, Austin. I just had a...." She said in a hushy voice. She looked away from my eyes. I scanned her face; she seemed to ponder her next words. "Had a.. flashback of something I had said to my dad way back when and I just..."

Wait a minute..

"Ya know.." She added.

She's.. lying to me? I could hear it in her voice. How could she? She knows how much I hate liars... I'm speechless. At a loss of words.

"You ok, man?" I looked up to see Alex standing right beside me. I then looked over at [your name] and found her looking off, deep in thought. I nodded. That's all I could do.

We started walking, and all of us were silent. "Hey, umm.. guys?" They turned their attention towards me as all 3 of us stopped walking. "I need to find something real quick.." I started walking backwards and they followed me lead. "... alone." I hated doing this. Speaking harshly with all seriousness. But there's really no other way for me to get my point across that I need to ponder my thoughts. I'm soo confused.

I turned my shoulder and started walking the opposite way. I didn't even bother looking back at them. I bit my lip, just thinking about... life. Life in general. I made my way to the nearest bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I fixed the flap of my red Supras, the pockets of my dark demin jeans, and my red beanie. I then looked at my shirt. The "I <3 MA-HOMIES" shirt easily stood out in the crowd. I walked back out and was slapped in the face again with the obnoxious bright flashing lights and started walking, stuffing my hands in my pockets. I couldn't help but look at the people I was passing by. So many people, kids, couples. All of which were happy.

What was it that she was lying to me about?

"Hey, you ok?" I looked around.

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CLIFFHANGER!!

OMG ITS ANOTHER CLIFFHANGER. Sorry, I just had to!

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