I sat on my bed with my head shoved into a pillow because all of this was seriously too much to handle.
Why now?
Why him?
I felt like screaming but I knew that would only make things worse. Shane was mumbling uncomprehendable words as he worked his way around my room and picked up his belongings.
My father had basically stated that he had enough of Shane's fights and was giving him until tomorrow to have everything out of the house and off the property.
And when he called me over to his side, he basically told me that I was to have nothing to do with him. The whole mates thing was out of control and if I couldn't bring myself to just tell him then it wasn't meant to be in the first place.
My dad just ruined everything for me. I had just gotten Shane and now, my father was ripping him away from me.
"Are you just going to lay there?" Shane asked, stopping whatever he was doing and staring at me.
"What else am I supposed to do? My dad just kinda ........ ruined everything for me." I asked, turning over and staring at the guy that I was sure I had fallen for.
"Why is all this happening to us as soon as we're happy?" Shane asked, laying down beside me.
"Because our lives are just jacked up." I answered, snuggling against him and trying to find a way to remember him by. I felt like my whole body was being broken in two peices.
Shane was quiet for a minute, probably just trying to take in everything of the moment so he could remember. "Hmm , what are you feeling?" Shane mumbled.
"Like my dad just took a sledge hammer and broke me in half." I answered.
"So , I'm not the only one feeling that." He said. The emotion in his voice was none. He was putting up his wall because he knew that this was going to hurt him more than anything. He doesn't like getting emotionally hurt because he hates it. He hates anything to do with emotional pain , he can never express himself to the fullest and I believe it's because of his parents.
"Where are you going to go?" I asked.
"I don't think that I'd be able to leave this town. Just knowing that I'm going to have to leave you here is killing me."
"Don't go." I whispered.
"You're dad has already disowned me. I'm a loner wolf now."
"I can't let you leave. I can't let this happen. You mean too much to me to just walk out of my life forever. My dad has no right to do this! He promised that he would be the father that you never had! I don't know what the hell got into him but I am going to make sure that you stay." I began to get out of bed because I was already fired up. He wasn't going to leave. He wasn't going to leave. If he left, I would go insane and that was just a known fact. I was completley going insane just thinking about it.
Shane grabbed onto my arm and yanked me back hard enough to where I was standing right beside the bed. He was standing on his knees on my bed and staring at me with a hurt expression. I had seen him hurt before to the verge of crying but I had never seen this much pain in one person's face in my whole life. I could see tears forming on the corners of his eyes and that's what broke me. My vision got blurry but I forced the tears back.
"You know you're not going to change your dad's mind." Shane whispered.
"I can try." My voice broke while I was speaking and one single tear fell down my cheek. Shane pulled himself closer to me, our bodies touching , and he kissed away the tear.
