His uncontrollable sensual desire

Chapter 49

Chapter 49

We were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it

And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

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Agad na itinakbo ni Kenjie sa ospital ang asawa. Kahit sobrang takot ang nararamdaman nya para sa mag-ina ay pinipilit nyang maging matatag. Hindi sya mapakali sa labas ng emergency room na pagkaraan ng ilang minuto lang ay diniretso sa delivery room ang asawa. Nanginginig pa rin ang buong sistema nya sa takot at pilit syang kinakalma ni Eloisa habang hinihintay naman na dumating ang mga magulang ni Iya at ang mommy nya. He felt so guilty with what happened to his wife at hinding-hindi nya mapapatawad ang sarili pag may mangyaring masama sa kanyang mag-ina. Kasalanan nya ang lahat. Hindi nya na alam ang gagawin para lang mapatawad sya ng asawa. Paniguradong galit ito sa kanya pero handa naman nyang tanggapin ang lahat ng galit nito maging ligtas lang silang mag-ina at mapatawad lang sya nito. He'll do everything to get her forgiveness. Damn. He loves her so much. Maya-maya ay dumating na rin si Melissa kasama ang mga magulang ni Brianna na nasa loob pa rin ng delivery room. He looked like a mess with blood stains on his clothe. They all patiently wait for the doctor to come out. Ramdam ni Melissa ang takot na nararamdaman ng anak.

"Magiging okay din ang lahat, anak." she said. After few hours of waiting, the doctor finally went out of the delivery room and told them that Brianna had a successful delivery of their child. Nawala ang takot ni Kenjie ng sabihin ng doktor na maayos at healthy ang baby at maayos na riin si Brianna. Sinabi ng doctor na wala naman naging bali o kung ano man si Brianna mula sa pagkakadulas nito but they'll still observe her condition. Abut-abot ang pasasalamat ni Kenjie ng marinig na ligtas ang mag-ina nya. Makalipas ang ilang minuto ay inilipat na si Brianna sa isang private room. Pagkapasok ni Kenjie sa loob ng kwarto ay nakita nya ang asawa na mahimbing na natutulog. Tahimik syang umupo sa tabi nito at hinawakan ang kamay saka hinalikan. Tears fell down from his eyes.

"I love you..I love you so much. I'm so sorry." he whispered. Hindi umalis si Kenjie sa tabi ng asawa at buong magdamag na binantayan ito. Ng madaling araw ay pinauwi muna ni Melissa ang mga magulang ni Brianna para makatulog. Sinabihan nya naman si Kenjie na umuwi na rin muna para makapag pahinga at makapag palit ng damit pero hindi ito pumayag. She can sense that Kenjie's still worried about Brianna. Later on, he tells her what happened in the office and said that Brianna fell down and didn't notice the signage on the floor. He doesn't have the guts to tell his mom about what really happened that day. Ng magising si Brianna ay naging kaswal lang ito sa kanya at hindi pinahahalata sa mga magulang nila na hindi sila okay. Melissa asked him again to go home first and change clothes. He supposed to refuse on going home but Brianna insisted and so he can't do anything but do what she wants. Mabilis din na bumalik si Kenjie ng umalis pagkatapos magpalit ng damit at dalhin ang iba pang kailangan ng mag-ina nya.

Habang nasa ospital sila ay ramdam ni Kenjie ang malamig na pakikitungo sa kanya ni Melissa. Pagsilang dalawa lang sa loob ng kwarto ay hindi sya nito kinakausap o tinitignan man lang, pag andyan naman ang pamilya nila ay pilit nitong hindi pinahahalata ang kung ano man na meron sila. Sinubukan nyang kausapin ito at magpaliwanag pero bigo sya. Dahil na rin sa ayaw nyang ma-stress ang asawa ay hindi na muna nito sinubukan ulit na pagusapan ang nangyari. Kakaibang saya ang nararamdaman ni Kenjie sa tuwing makikita nyang karga ni Brianna ang baby nilang si Caspian. Brianna named their baby Caspian after watching the Narnia movie for multiple times while she's still pregnant with their child. Melissa took a lot of photos and Kenjie's thankful because their family's there at least he can still talk to her, take care of her and be near her even just when their families around. He always brings flower for her but he can see that she's just forcing herself to smile for the sake of their family. She forcing herself to act like everything's okay between them and it hurts like hell for Kenjie. He can't take seeing his wife's sad eyes and hurting because of him. He's such a jerk. He failed as a husband.

Pagkaraan ng isang linggo ay nakauwi na rin sila Kenjie. Dumiretso ulit sila sa bahay nila Melissa at nag-stay pa dun for two weeks. Katulad ng nasa ospital sila ay nag-pre-pretend si Brianna na okay ang lahat pero pag wala ng tao ay balik na sa malamig na pakikitungo na sya kay Kenjie. She always avoids him as much as possible. She avoids having a conversation with him or being near him. She can't take being near him, it brings the hurtful things she heard when she gone to his office. Pero kahit nasasaktan sya hindi nya pinagkakait dito ang kanilang anak. Labas sa away nila ang anak nila. May karapatan pa rin si Kenjie sa anak nila at hindi nya iyon kailanman ipagkakait dito.

After two weeks na pag-stay sa bahay ni Melissa ay bumalik na ulit sila Brianna sa condo unit ni Kenjie. Lalong naramdaman ni Kenjie ang bigat ng nagawa nyang kasalanan. Hindi sya kinakausap ng asawa nya, iniiwasan sya na parang may nakakahawang sakit. Napakahirap sa pakiramdam na naging ganito ang lahat dahil sa pagkakamali na nagawa nya. Pagkakamali na kailanman hindi na nya mababago pa. Pero ayaw sumuko ni Kenjie, he extended his vacation leave from work and tried to patch things up with Brianna. He did everything he could so she could hear him out but he failed. He f^cked up, big time. His world just broke down to pieces when Brianna told him the very least thing he wanted to hear from her.

"Maghiwalay na tayo."

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