Ok i was gonna wait til tomorrow but i couldnt help it....i had to tell someone how the story goes lol hope you like it
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What am i doing!!??!! I pull away.
Liam: "Whats wrong?"
Me: "Im sorry ... icant....im sorry"
I burst into tears and run, i run for the house. When i get close to the house i stop. I cant go in there, i cant tell anyone yet. I call a taxi and it takes me back to Emans house. Eman is at Paulies, so its just me. Good thing i know where the spare key is. I message Len to tell him where i am. And i lie and say im fine. I lay in bed and cry into my pillow. How could i do that to him. I am such a bitch. How could i hurt him like that. The more i think the more i cry.
I hear the door. Emas home. John is staying at his parents house.
Eman: "Yo Sarah you here?"
I try and stay quiet, but he hears my crying and comes into my room.
Eman: "Sis, are you ok? Whats wrong?"
Me: "Go away i dont wanna talk about it"
Eman: "Well im not leaving til you tell me"
After about 5 minutes i crack. I sit up next to eman. I burst into tears again.
Me: "When we were shopping....Lens cousin...Liam...i met him....and i couldnt...stop thinking about him...and he was there ...today and we talked.....and we had fun...and we went for a walk....and he told...me he had fallen for me....and i ... kissed him....and i feel bad.....but i wanted to....b ut we cant ... be together cause we ... live to far away...and i hurt him.....i hurt him...and he doesnt deserve it.....and im ..im just a cow" says while crying
Eman: "Hey, dont cry. Im not a relationship guru, but if he loves you he'll forgive you. You're young and will make mistakes. Do you really love him?"
Me: "I dont know.....i really like him.. i think i do but i cant, because we live to far away"
Eman: "As i said im not good with relationships and stuff but all i know is no guy i s worth my little sis crying her eyes out."
Me: "Thanx Eman, im tired, can i go to sleep?"
Eman: "Sure rest up, we have a workshop tomorrow we need you to come help with"
Me: "Ok"
Eman leavs and i lay down and slowly drift off to sleep...........thinking about Liam.
