✨My First Crush ✨

talking about our secrets

So after we left the mall dok2 decided we should watch a movie at his house since he had a small indoor theater room. I agreed so we bought popcorn and drinks.(btw dok2 doesnt hide his identy much but wen they go out he says shes his cousin).
"Wow so many fans you have lol, cant lie tho im a fan tooㅋㅋㅋ" i said.
"Yea im sorry i had to leave u for a long time to take pics and sign autographs " dok2 said.
"Dnt worry its cool so wat movie we watching?"i said.
"Hmmm...how about the conjuring?"he said.
"Yeah sounds ok ...horror movies i see." I said.
2hours later
The movie is done and its kind of late out and dok2 decided to play a game he came up with just now before i leave.
"Soo wat u say?" He said
"Yea sure u go 1st tho" i said kind of nervous its the moment ive been thinking of telling him even tho i know its early but i heard the earlier the better.
"Well i have 2 secrets so ill tell u the 1st one and then ill tell u the other one after you, so yea my 1st secret is that well ummmm i used too be a player u know like go out with lots of girls and all from time to time, but thats in my past now, about 2 years ago i stopped and ive been focusing in my music now, and well want too be stable now and have a decent relationship for once" he said kind of nervous/shyly.
"I have a secret well that only my friends and family from the states know, but i hope u wont get shocked or not want to be friends anymore"i said kind of sad.
"Umm, first of all mary i know its been a few weeks since weve met and all but before u tell me ill tell u my last secret ok, remember i told u i liked this girl, well that girl is you, dont get mad plz, but ur cute and nice, and well yea i like you" he said it without being nervous its like hes said it before but i didnt even now till now. I really feel bad for him in liking me since well wat ill tell him might have him change his mind. Im not gonna lie ive always thought he was really cute but i never knew this would ever happen, only dreamt it.
"Joon plz dont like me anymore lets just stay friends" i told him.
"What why? I really like u and well i wanted to give 'US' a shot, wat do u think plz say yes mary?"he said concerned. Gosh this kills me inside that without knowing i already started to shed tears in front of him.
"Mary whats wrong? Did i say something wrong do u not like me? Its ok u dnt have to 'ma i can wait" gosh hes so nice he even cares about me im so stupid for hurting him.
"Joon i have a son hes 1 and his name is Jae, im sorry ive kept it a secret from u but we barely met and i never knew u would like me" i sobbed.
Dok2 let go of my shoulders that he was holding on to try to keep me calmed. I knew he was gonna get mad or not want to be friends anymore but i understand clearly.
"Are you with his dad?like r u married or ?" He said kind of mad.
"Im not married his dad left us, he didnt want a child so he left me wen i was just 2 weeks pregnant, he told me to never show him Jae that he wants nothing to do with him once he was born or i either choose to abort, but i couldnt, Jae is my son and hes a gift from god so i couldnt abort i loved him so much even tho i was barely 2 week, sorry joon" i said while trying to stop myself from crying. Dok2 started to pace around the theater room we were in and stopped right in front of me and hugged me tightly. I was suprised.
"What are u d-doing joon?"i stuttered.
"Its ok mary its ur past u have a son a-and whats that have to do with anything, i know hes ur everything, if i had a kid i would be the same, love him/her till death. Im shocked not gonna lie but we can do this 'ma" he said .what does he mean by we?
So after i told him my secret we started to have a long conversation about us being together and having my son be brought to korea as well to live with me instead of having him with my aunt in Cali. Joon told me its best wen a child is with there mother because motherly love is all one needs more than anything at a young age. I agreed with him cuz its true but i barely started working here and couldn't leave him alone at home or really afford much for 2. So i told him i would think about it. He even offered tht he had one of his hyungs or his mom babysit from time to time. When he said his mom i got kind of scared lol ..why? Well its his mom, i think shell be upste tht her son likes a girl tht had a baby out of marriage. "She loves kids dnt trip ma' , she wont be mad just disappointed in me but im not a child anymore and ive told her many times she cant choose who i date or who i marry" i smiled at the words he said.

(Im thinking of ending this story quickly lol cuz i have writers block again and dnt know wat too write...hope u enjoy this chapter tho😊)