One Direction Series (Extra Material)

Our Song

This is to apologise for all the email notifications. It was a wattpad glitch, it wasn't my fault. I'm sorry. I didn't even want to update this just not to send more notifications.

The order of POVs here is the same order of the books: Niall, Zayn, Harry, Louis and Liam. It changes after a *

It's a song-fic, and if you have't heard this song, I highly reccomend you do. It always reminds me of these characters.

Song: Our Song by Plain White T's

Bel, xx

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Our Song - Boys

          Sitting on this white bed it’s not the right bed, ‘cause it’s not our bed
          All alone in this hotel room, feels like a hell room, cause it’s not our room
 

I’m so used to have Alex around that when she stays back at home, in London, and I have to go abroad, it’s like there’s something missing in my chest. When we’re on tour together, we share room and she just hugs me at night when I’m so knackered that my eyelids close and I can’t help it. Having her working for the sound crew is great, it allows me to see her every day and it helps me to feel less homesick when we have to leave, which is almost all the time. Not having her around it’s hard, but I understand she needs to be with her family, Ethan, too. They see each other so rarely and he is all what she has left. I can’t be a greedy boyfriend and ask her to always come with us, even when she takes her vacation. I just wish I could go with her so I wouldn’t feel this lonely in another country.

          I try to watch some TV, but it’s not easy, ‘cause you’re not near me
          I'm just feeling lonely I wanna go home

*

          So if you hear me singing this song
          I know you’re out there singing along
          It’s a love song and it’s the right song cause it’s our song
 

Mila is always busy now and it’s even harder to find time to spend together, but I get it. She has her career; I have mine. We just try to make every moment count and I know that even if she’s on her own book signings, she is thinking of me like I’m thinking of her. I know that when she listens to It Will Rain, she thinks of me. She remembers me. Or any other songs I’ve made her listen to because they remind me of her when I’m abroad, when I’m just counting the days to see her again. I wish time could pass by faster because I miss her all the time, every second of my day. I wish many things were different, but there are things I can’t change.

          Trying to kill all my time all day and night time until it’s our time
          If I had it my way I'd be on the highway straight to our driveway

*

          I cant wait until I see you and get to feel you and kiss the real you
          You know I need you, I wanna go home

 

When I unlock my screen and I see Hannah’s face, I always smile. When I’m abroad, I check my mobile even more frequently. Not only to see the picture of us that I have as a background, but to see if I have a new message. She always makes me smile with her little messages, even if she just sends me a short video where she blows me a kiss. It makes me miss her even more, it makes me want to run to her house, grab her in my arms and kiss her for real. But I have to be away because it’s my job and she understands it. When I’m not home, I constantly count down the days to see her again. I know she’s waiting for me back at home, knowing how much I need her to feel whole. And I know that she knows that when I sing a song I’m thinking of her. Always thinking of her.

 

          So if you hear me singing this song
          I know you’re out there singing along
          It’s a love song and it’s the right song ‘cause it’s our song

*

          I close my eyes (I close my eyes)
          And there you are
          Turn off the light (turn off the light)
          And there you are
 

I miss Kay all the time when I’m not home. I know she is missing me, too, although she has loads of things to keep her busy. Maybe even busier than I am! But still. I wish she could be with us all the time, touring with us like when we met, like when she put my world upside down and made me face my own stupidity. Sometimes I just imagine she’s with us and I’m not an idiot to her. I wish I could have a second chance to make that experience more pleasant. At night I think of her even more, I miss next to me, in our bed. I miss her arms around my torso, or her face resting on my chest, with our legs tangled together. When it’s time to go to sleep, I always see her in my mind and that puts a smile on my face, because I know that back at home, she’s doing the same.

          And in my dreams (and in my dreams)
          We dance and sing to each other all night long and this is our song

*

          I just want to make you happy
          So come and grab me and love me madly
          I want you so badly... I'm coming home

All the boys grin like idiots when we’re at the airport, heading back home; but for me it’s not always like that. Tammy is not always home when I have a break. Sometimes our schedules really don’t coincide and it’s a bummer, but we still manage. But that makes it even more special when our breaks do coincide, when I know that when I’m going home, I’m going to her. To hug her, to tell her I’ve missed her, to kiss her. And to let me be loved by her. Because when I’m with Tammy I don’t feel like I have to pretend or to please her, I just have to be myself. And that’s one of the reasons why I love her so much, and it’s easy to take off the masks. And that’s why I miss her so much when we’re not together as well, when we’re on different sides of the world. But she is in my mind and I know I’m in hers. She texts me all the time, telling me about the things that reminded her of me during the day. And I do the same, and believe me, there are many things that remind me of her. Many situations, many songs.

          So if you hear me singing this song
          I know you’re out there singing along
          It’s a love song and it’s the right song

*

          If you hear me singing this song
          I know you’re out there singing along
          It’s a love song and it’s the right song
          It’s the don't give up without a fight song
          It’s an everything is all right song... ‘cause it’s our song...