SUITS [n.h]

twenty two

So its been 2 years since I last updated.. Incredibly sorry and idk if anyone will still want to read this but I got bored and decided I wanted to write soo... enjoy?

song; never forget you

artist; MNEK, Zara Larsson

"From the day that I met you, I knew that I would love you 'till the day I die, and I will never want much more.."

suits//twenty two

"Niall I, I love you too and I want this. I really want this I cannot begin to explain just how much.. but I can't believe you did this. If you feel how you say you do then why Niall? I can't be blinded by my love for you and just straight up forgive you for this because you've hurt me Niall. This has really hurt me." I felt tears escaping my eyes but I fought them back, I was not going to cry in front of him. 

"Jenna I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Please Jenna. I need you." I sat down on his sofa, poured myself a shot of tequila and consumed the clear liquid. I didn't know what to say, sure we never said we were exclusive until now, and after all she was fiance, but I can't help but feel betrayed by him. 

"It's fine Niall.. I, I'm just hurt that's all." The look in his eyes was enough to send me swooning. I loved this man, no matter how much of a workaholic he was, no matter how broken his past is and despite the fact that along with him comes a 4 year old boy. A voice inside my head kept ringing 'you're only 24, you're not ready to look after a 4 year old, especially when he isn't even yours..' but I pushed it back and pulled him in for a hug. 

"I love you Jenna, I know its not been long, and I know this is hard but we can do it, I just need to know that It doesn't bother you about Andrew.. Or that I work a lot." The more I thought about it the more I realised.. It didn't. I loved Niall, and I would love Andrew as if he were my own. 

"Of course It doesn't bother me." His face lit up and he placed both his hands either side of my head and pulled me in for a kiss. "Listen my mom is coming to stay for a few nights and I would love if you'd meet her? Say lunch at 2?" I was nervous, perhaps i'm going to fast..

"Of course, I wouldn't miss it." 

- Niall's POV -

After speaking with Jenna, I had to rush to work. Despite the stress of a Manhattan lawyer, I couldn't help but grin the whole drive there, "Nice to see you smiling, Mr Niall. Miss Jenna I can only guess?" Katarina smiled sweetly as I exited the elevator to the firm. She handed me a cup of coffee and a bagel. "Mr Niall your new assistant is waiting for you outside your office."

"Thank you Katarina, pleasure as always." I smiled before walking to my office to be met by a short brunette, a face I recognised instantly. "Cameron?" She smiled as soon as she saw me and wrapped her arms around me. "How long has it been? 3 years?" 

"It has, ever since you and Poppy split, she swore me to never speak to you." She laughed, pulling away from a hug. "You look good Horan, you a big shot lawyer now? Finally playing with the big boys are you?" I laughed, Poppy and Cameron were best friends, but ever since Poppy went into rehab and we split, we'd never spoke. "So, I'm your new assistant now." A confused look was surely upon my face now.

"Really? That's great, I was a little nervous I was going to get some 50 year old woman who hates me." She laughed, flattening out the creases of her skirt before sitting down at her desk. "Did Katarina send you my schedule?"

"She certainly did, you had a meeting with Mr Bazzarri but he called to reschedule to 2pm so I pencilled him in for then, that okay?" Shit, lunch with Jenna.

"Did he say it was urgent?" Which one was he again? Bazzarri doesn't ring a bell. I really am going off my game.

"Horan, CEO of Gucci of course it's urgent." I sighed and nodded at her to let her know it was okay, I'd have to cancel with Jenna. I shot Cameron a smile before walking into my office, to see Louis sitting in my chair with his feet up. 

"Alright mate." He smiled, I rolled my eyes and shoved his feet off my desk only for him to place them right back up again. "Who's that little hottie you've got doin' your dirty work." He winked, standing up from my chair and pulling it out for me to sit. "When will I get a hot assistant instead of being stuck with Mrs Fielding." Mrs Fielding was a 59 year old with framed pictures of her 4 cats, who wore crocs to work. She hates Louis, though when her husband died a few years back she decided she would rather work the day of his funeral so it seemed she didn't care for him much either.

"She's Poppy's best friend. Bit awkward, considering we hooked up in college." Louis made an awkward facial expression before laughing. 

"So she off limits for me then?" I rolled my eyes and gestured for him to have a crack before watching him get completely shot down after asking to get dinner one time. I couldn't help but laugh at his attempts to woo her, she never was one for fuck boys. God knows how I slipped through the net, we were really drunk. Poppy still doesn't know, neither will she ever find out. Louis walking back into my office, a smug grin on his face, "Get her number didn't I." He said, waving a piece of paper in my face. I looked at the number and laughed.

"Mate this has 11 digits. Nice try." He grunted before sitting down in front of me. "What you doing here anyway? I've got shit to get done." He put his feet back on my desk before shrugging. "Louis haven't you got work to do? Or have you left it all to poor Tom."

"Fine I'm just leaving." He pouted before walking out of my office and out of sight. Before the CEO of Gucci was to arrive, I decided to write up a proposal for him. Hours passed and a knock at my door brought my attention to an extremely well dressed man with black frame glasses. "Mr Bizzarri, pleasure to meet you."

"Mr Horan, please call me Marco, and the pleasure is mine. Thank you for rescheduling me." He shook my hand before unbuttoning his suit jacket.

"Please take a seat, and likewise, call me Niall." He took a seat in the brown leather chairs, "Drink?" He nodded, "Bourbon alright?" He nodded and I poured him a glass, he took a sip and smiled back. "So, what can I do for you?" Marco went on and on about how they were issuing a law suit against forever 21 for creating replicas of their clothing pieces, apparently that was something that was a huge issue.

He swallowed the remnants of his glass before sitting it on the table, "I hope you can understand, this company is my life, and I will not accept lousy companies imitating my designs."

It didn't seem like a huge issue to me, but however this is his business, his legacy, I can see why he is so riled. "Of course, don't worry as soon as you leave I will get to work. I will put them in place, perhaps we'll give them an offer that they cannot refuse in exchange that they do not replicate your designs. How's that sound?"

"That sounds fantastic, I owe you one Mr Horan." He stood up and buttoned his jacket before shaking my hand, "I must get going, we're having a board meeting about hiring bloggers, that seems to be all the rage now. little do I know." He rolled his eyes and chuckled, "Thanks again, Niall." I smiled at him and just as he was about to leave, i got an idea. 

"Marco, before you leave, I have an offer of my own for you. How about I send you the details of an extremely talented writer and folio of her work and you think about hiring her as your blogger. Her work is magnificent." He pondered on the thought before nodding and accepting my offer and leaving my office. Jenna would be absolutely thrilled. Oh fuck, Jenna. I looked at my watch 3:03. I forgot to text her "Shit!" I pulled my coat on before grabbing my phone from my drawer. 

* 10 missed calls*

*4 voicemails*

Jenna: Hey that's mum here now! She can't wait to meet you!

Jenna: Niall? 

Jenna: Niall you're 10 minutes late

Jenna: Where are you?!

I phoned her only to be sent straight to voicemail, "Hi this is Jenna, I'm probably busy at the moment, leave a voicemail and I'll get back to you, Thanks!"

"Jenna, I am so sorry I got caught up at work, please tell your mom I am so sorry."

//Hey guys so sorry I haven't updated in 2 years hahaha! I just kinda stopped writing and I got kinda bored an decided to write again.. Maybe i'll get back into it who knows.. anyway. Enjoy!//