Moments.

Chapter 39 - Getting Comfortable

Louis' POV
*Two Weeks Later*

"This is fucking ridiculous." Harry mumbled next to me as he let his tired head fall onto the meeting table that we were all sat around.

Everyone looked glum and defeated as we had all been looking as hard as possible for the small girl that had suddenly 'disappeared'.

I really struggled at times to act like the other boys, but I was getting use to having Kasey around and many times a day I found myself nearly letting my new found memories of the girl slip.

But I had to hold it together.

This was after all for Kasey's safety.

Even Niall didn't know she was at my house as he decided to find his own apartment that was still close to all the gang houses. It was a complete coincidence that his last night at my house was the night Kasey showed up at our doorstep but even when I lied to him and said she went home the next morning, he still didn't tell Harry.

I knew he wouldn't with how much he's obsessed with Kasey.

"We'll find her mate." I spoke softly trying to comfort Harry since no one else had.

"When?! And even if we do I will never be able to make up for what I did! For god sakes she ran away from me for a reason!" He yelled, lifting his head up to glare at me.

"Back the fuck off me! You're the one that basically raped her!"I snapped and said the one thing I knew he hadn't told anyone else and my eyes instantly widened when his did.

"How did you know that?!"  He whispered darkly as he slowly stood and violently punched his hands into the table so suddenly it made every single one of us jump.

"I'm not stupid Harry. That girl loves you so much you had to have done something really horrible. The night of Stan's memorial at the club was the last time we saw you two together and you were all over each other. What's not to say that you got too carried away?"

I had worked on that in my head for many days knowing that I would eventually have to explain myself for knowing something that he would never admit too.

It's not the first time he's done this, just the first time with a girl that mattered to any and all of us.

Harry always seemed to have this specific look on his face after he done something like this, like he was on edge of anyone finding out of such a horrible thing he had done. Almost guilty but not quite.

Until now.

This time his face was washed with guilt every minute of every day.

He Truly felt bad for what he had done, that's not to say I'm ready to tell him where Kasey is though.

"Why the hell did you feel the need to say it out loud?" Harry grumbled under his breath as the other three men stared angrily at him.

"How could you do this Harry?" Niall spat as Harry slumped back into his chair.

"I thought you'd have been more patient with such a small girl." Liam snapped letting his anger out.

"As if losing her memory wasn't traumatising enough." Zayn then spat and I felt a small pang of regret as I was sure at least one of them would stick up for Harry but not even Zayn did, and he was the least close to Kasey out of all of us.

We all knew her very well by now and loved having her as part of our gang even if she didn't know the whole story.

I along with the rest of the boys wish we had saw the signs that this was going to happen before it was too late, I could have saved Kasey a lot of hurt if I picked up on hers and Harry's behaviour at the memorial, It was too lovey dovey.