If Zaspar Was Real

12: His Feelings

[ Zoe's POV ]

"Caspar, I really appreciate what you've done for me. I really do. I don't know how to thank you." We both leaned in closer but were soon interrupted by two annoying voices.

"Oooooooooooohhhh" I looked to my right and Joe and Louise were watching everything. Joe even had his phone out recording it. I started blushing and so did Caspar. Then we all joined in for a hug.

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As soon as we arrived home, I immediately took off my wig. It was uncomfortable and made me feel hot. Then, I took a quick bath and changed into my pyjamas. A few minutes later, Joe came in.

"Hey, Zoe!" He smiles, cheerfully as he comes in the door.

"Hi, Joseph!" I reply. "What's up?"

"I need to ask you something." He states, sitting next to me. "So, you know Caspar likes you right?"

"Yeah, he's nice. I like him too."

"No, I mean as more than a friend." He rolls his eyes as I raise my eyebrows. "Caspar has feelings for you."

"Oh...why are you telling me this?" I laugh, not completely believing what he had said.

"Don't get me wrong, I was worried about you but you should have seen Caspar. He asked me every night if you were okay."

"Really?" I smile inside.

"He has feelings for you, Zoe. You don't even notice it the slightest bit so it's time I tell you."

"Oh thank you. I don't know if I really have feelings for him." I scratch my head. "I just can't think about it when I just got out of such a messy relationship."

"I understand, but you should think about. Anyways, I'm knackered. See you tomorrow?" He gets up.

"Yeah, good night." 

"Good night." He replies, shutting the door on his way out. 

How could Caspar think that way and not say anything? I never really thought he would feel that way towards me. Do I have feelings for him too? Whatever, it's too early for me to accept another relationship.

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"Good morning, Zoe! Actually good afternoon." Louise laughs as I walk into the kitchen.

"Hey, Louise. It's noon already?" I yawn.

"Yeap." She nods. "You sure did have fun last night. Anyways, the boys are attending a few meetings and I'll need to head to one of my meetings at about 1:45 pm so I do-"

"No, Louise. Please go to your meetings. I'll be fine, don't worry." I reply, looking at the clock. It was 1:30 pm. I'm sure I'll be fine alone.

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Soon, I was all alone and there was no one to stop me from using my phone. I couldn't resist the temptation so I went on Twitter. As expected, my mentions were blowing up. They were all about the live show. I'm sick of this actually. I didn't bother scrolling through so I went on YouTube instead. I had over 60 videos waiting in my subscription box.

Oh, how I miss uploading my videos. I hate that this whole 'Alfie' thing has stopped me from what I love doing. You know what, I'll make a video. Any video. 

"Maybe a makeup tutorial." I decided since I've not done one in awhile.

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Once I was done with my video, I went back downstairs to edit whilst waiting for the others to come home.

By 2:30 pm, the door swung open and Caspar and Joe walked in.

"We're home!" Joe shouts.

"Hey, Joe!" I shouted back.

"Hey, Zoe!" Caspar smiles, walking in.

"Hey, Caspar." I didn't notice I was blushing until Joe smirks towards me.

"I told you." He whispers and I roll my eyes.

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Here's a short chapter, woots! I may not be updating tomorrow because it's a school day.

[ by harper gray ]

[ updated : april 24th 2017 ]