Exchanging Feelings (Phan)

19. Feeling Good

A/N: If Phil is talking to a brazilian person you should know they were speaking portuguese, I just didn't translate it!

I found myself singing "Feel so Close" like it was the best song in the world. Everyone was singing, the vibe was contagious. Dan was next to me, but after some seconds of singing our hearts out, he got in front of me and wrapped his arms around my neck. We didn't stop dancing and jumping though, because everybody in the room was doing it, and stopping wasn't an option. He kissed me and we began making out. Our tongues and the DJ were in sync. As the song came to an end, people stopped jumping together and went back to dancing normally, not worrying to go with the song. Dan pushed my hair, making me throw my head back. He wasn't doing it to cause me pain, obviously. He kissed my neck and suck the skin, biting it. For some seconds, I just felt his kisses and enjoyed the song that was playing. The colorful lights made the place look awesome, and even though the music was extremely loud, for some seconds I felt like if I were underwater. Everything seemed so calm. So good. The world could be ending, I wouldn't notice. Because Dan's kisses were so good. I was already drunk, everything seemed so... good. Just good. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the sensation for a bit.

When I opened my eyes again, the song was still the same. It felt like hours, but it was so fast. My boyfriend grabbed my hair with his fingers and began kissing me again. I felt my neck burning, I knew he'd left a big love bite there. Making out with Dan when we were surrounded by people who were doing just the same, or by people who didn't care about what we were doing... I could do that for hours.

He broke the kiss when another song started. I span him around and hugged him from behind. We danced like that, singing, jumping. Everything was fine... until I saw someone there.

I wasn't sure if I had seen him or if it was just my drunk mind. It lasted 1 second. I accidentally moved my head to the left, I wasn't looking for anyone, anything, I just did. I saw that journalist. I was so sure it was him. We made eye contact for 2 seconds and he smiled, then disappeared. My heart stopped, I fell hard in reality.

"What's wrong?" Dan screamed as he saw I stopped dancing.

I walked away, leaving the dance floor. I knew he was following me. I just couldn't get over the fact that I'd seen that guy there. He could take more pictures and that would be... GREAT. I was drunk but I wasn't completely unconscious yet.

"What happened?" he asked once we were in another part of the club, where the bar was.

"I think I saw that guy here, Dan, that journalist"

"Really? Are you sure it was him?"

"Yeah I'm pretty sure but I saw him for like 1 second and he disappeared"

"maybe it's just your mind, just because you're worried, just forget about it, let's have fun" He kissed my lips and hugged me.

"Alright, but I don't wanna dance"

Grace appeared out of the blue and screamed something at us. She was alone, for my surprise.

"GUYS CAN I BE IN THE MIDDLE OF A SANDWICH?" he laughed and got between us. She faced me and wrapped her arms around my neck, and Dan hugged her from behind, making it a sandwich. She stroked her own mouth, first, I didn't understand what she was doing, but then she showed me her tongue, where she'd put a blue pill, with a smiley face in it. She gave me a sexy look and leant forward. I saw Grace doing this with Bertie once, but we hadn't done it before. She kissed me, but not in a romantic way. She licked the inside of my mouth, leaving the pill there. I swallowed the pill as she span around, facing Dan. She did the same with him.