In the Moment

For Now

You know what... I've had it. The people in my life have officially pissed me off. I'm done with school basic ass friends and most definitely my fucking mom. My dad is really the only one I can rely on. I feel like I can tell him anything. I'm sorry to leave him but I feel like I have to do this for me. I'm going to take a break for about a year or so. You know traveling the world, meeting new Nd exotic people who won't go against my back, treat myself. It's not like I haven't been saving. Since I got a full scholarship to college, all my money for college was a basically put into a trust fund account I had made on top of my allowance my grandfather gives me. Everyone thinks I have the perfect life but they would never know until they walked a day in my shoes. Yea fuck that mile try a whole day. I'm gonna be leaving in 3 weeks. I've already figured out the whole thing. My professors actually took the whole thing well. I'm going to be taking my classes online but all my work is going to be sent to me by them. And I get to chose my schedule. They were actually fond of the idea. I told them to just think of it as me studying abroad- all over the world.. I need to find myself and taking this break from my life will be good for me I think. But for now, I'm just gonna lie low