Taehyung's POV
My heart couldn't stop beating when I could see him this close for the very first time.
"J...Jungkook" I whispered. I know it's him by his scent.
My eyes, it hurts, it feels itchy wanting me to close my eyes but......I don't want to.
I'm scared. I'm scared if I close my eyes....I'll never be able to see him again.
The way he looked....was above standards.
He's handsome. Very handsome. I can't believe all these days I had him beside me while roaming around.His worried eyes, it makes my eyes watery.
I know he's worried. I know he cares.
All these while, when I was beside him, I felt a spark I shouldn't have felt.
After I pushed him away, the burden in my heart ....it was something which I never felt before.I hate him for what he use to do but do I hate him for who he is? I don't know
"Does your eyes hurt? It's getting watery. Should I call the doctor?"
His words are very faint in my ears.
I wanted to tell him I was wrong but I am not able to meet my eyes with his?
He's aurora around me, making my heart clench.
He totally looks like a leader of a gang but....those eyes....those worried eyes....."Taehyung-shi! Can you hear me?"
I am confused. I am hurt.
Can I.....want more? Will the heavens grant me that?
I lost my mom the day I born, I lost my dad because of my stubbornness, I lost my sight because of my carelessness. I lost people who were dear to me. I lost the man who I thought was everything......now that everyone around me perish....can I ask for the man in front of me?
Can I beg heavens? That....I want him?
Will they grant my wish? Will they allow him to stay with me?Being with Jungkook, this short period of my life, I was happy. Truely happy.
I could rely on him, I could let go of all my worries when I'm with him, I wished for something more than him being beside me.
I want him. I want him beside. I want to hold him in my arms. Cherish him. Shower him with happiness but....."Please answer me! Are you okay?"
I looked at him.
Is this what.......true love feels like?
It hurts but it also makes me feel good.
This pain.....It's a pain which is bearable and reliable.
Am I......in love?
With him?Do I......love him?
Do I really.....
My head hurts....
It hurts very bad.
My eyes....it's burning. I couldn't bare this anymore.
What will happen? Will this be the last time I see him?"Taehyung you okay? Doctor! Tae..."
I grabbed his hands "D..Don't leave" is all I could say.
I wanted him to stay in front of me.
I wanted to look at him.
One last time.
This is all I ask for.
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FanfictionDarkness. My world is filled with darkness. The last light I ever saw was my father's smile. Kim Taehyung, 25 years old. Someone who lost his sight recently due to an accident is now in need of someone who can take care of him. Poverty. My entir...