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Taehyung's POV

My heart couldn't stop beating when I could see him this close for the very first time

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My heart couldn't stop beating when I could see him this close for the very first time.

"J...Jungkook" I whispered. I know it's him by his scent.
My eyes, it hurts, it feels itchy wanting me to close my eyes but......I don't want to.
I'm scared. I'm scared if I close my eyes....I'll never be able to see him again.
The way he looked....was above standards.
He's handsome. Very handsome. I can't believe all these days I had him beside me while roaming around.

His worried eyes, it makes my eyes watery.
I know he's worried. I know he cares.
All these while, when I was beside him, I felt a spark I shouldn't have felt.
After I pushed him away, the burden in my heart ....it was something which I never felt before.

I hate him for what he use to do but do I hate him for who he is? I don't know

"Does your eyes hurt? It's getting watery. Should I call the doctor?"

His words are very faint in my ears.
I wanted to tell him I was wrong but I am not able to meet my eyes with his?
He's aurora around me, making my heart clench.
He totally looks like a leader of a gang but....those eyes....those worried eyes.....

"Taehyung-shi! Can you hear me?"

I am confused. I am hurt.
Can I.....want more? Will the heavens grant me that?
I lost my mom the day I born, I lost my dad because of my stubbornness, I lost my sight because of my carelessness. I lost people who were dear to me. I lost the man who I thought was everything......now that everyone around me perish....can I ask for the man in front of me?
Can I beg heavens? That....I want him?
Will they grant my wish? Will they allow him to stay with me?

Being with Jungkook, this short period of my life, I was happy. Truely happy.
I could rely on him, I could let go of all my worries when I'm with him, I wished for something more than him being beside me.
I want him.  I want him beside. I want to hold him in my arms. Cherish him. Shower him with happiness but.....

"Please answer me! Are you okay?"

I looked at him.
Is this what.......true love feels like?
It hurts but it also makes me feel good.
This pain.....It's a pain which is bearable and reliable.
Am I......in love?
With him?

Do I......love him?
Do I really.....
My head hurts....
It hurts very bad.
My eyes....it's burning. I couldn't bare this anymore.
What will happen? Will this be the last time I see him?

"Taehyung you okay? Doctor! Tae..."

I grabbed his hands "D..Don't leave" is all I could say.
I wanted him to stay in front of me.
I wanted to look at him.
One last time.
This is all I ask for.

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