Survivor

Chapter 39: Confessions part.2

Jordan p.o.v

I can't believe what I just heard and the sad part is that almost erry one knew except for me. He was about to say sorry but i hung up theirs nothing he could possibly say to make this any better. I tried to get it out of my head but I couldn't so i decided to put it to use. I wrote songs from my movie im shooting in 3 months when Usher comes back. And im gonna be here waiting for him so i can sing him one and maybe he'll get the picture. I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE!!!!

*3 months later*

Usher p.o.v

I just got off my private jet with a song im rehearsing for Jordan. If theirs one thing i know its that Jordan loves music and this might win her over.

*Skips Car Ride*

I walked in and saw suitcases. Damn!

"Jordan" i called and she came towards me mad as hell. That's when i start singing.

Watch this...

[Chorus:]
These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I could say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
Man I'm thrown and I dont know what to do
I guess I gotta give part 2 of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions

[Verse 1]
Now this gon' be the hardest thing I think I ever had to do
Got me talkin' to myself askin' how I'm gon' tell you
'bout that chick on part 1 I told ya'll I was creepin' with, creepin' with
Said she's 3 months pregnant and she's keepin' it
The first thing that came to mind was you
Second thing was how do I know if it's mine and is it true
Third thing was me wishin' that I never did what I did
How I ain't ready for no kid and bye bye to our relationship

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
Sittin here stuck on stupid, tryna figure out
When, what, and how I'mma let this come out of my mouth
Said it ain't gon' be easy
But I need to stop thinkin', contemplatin'
Be a man and get it over with (over with)
I'm ridin' in my whip
Racin' to her place
Talkin' to myself
Preparin' to tell her to her face
She open up the door and didn't want to come near me
I said "one second baby please hear me"

[Chorus]

[Breakdown]
This by far is the hardest thing I think I've ever had to do
To tell you, the woman I love
That I'm having a baby by a woman that I barely even know
I hope you can accept the fact that I'm man enough to tell you this
And hopefully you'll give me another chance
This ain't about my career
This ain't about my life
It's about us
Please

[Chorus]

She started to cry and i tried to hug her but she slapped me and pushed away.

'No i can't give you another chance i trusted you and you know what this song i made is dedicated to you" she said then walked to our piano in our living room."

Feels like I'm going down a one way street
In every direction
And I need, I need, I need, heaven to show me just little affection
No, cause all of the signs, oh oh
Torn towards bad for me
And I wish I could get a running start
And soar to my victory

But, one wing I can't fly with one wing
Heaven help me, fly with one wing
I can't fly with one wing, oh no
No matter how hard I try, I can't no

Feels like I'm running out of time,
And I gotta whole lotta things on my mind
And I'm walking around with the dark, uh huh
Trying to find just a little peak of sunshine
No, no I did everything to make it work
But, still I'm at a loss, yeah
Now, I'm on a runaway of my life
Waiting to take off

But I-I-I, I can not fly with one wing.
Heaven I'm gonna need some help yeah, fly with one wing
I can't, I can't, I can't fly with one wing, oh no
No matter how hard I try, I can't no

Always on my knees, always on my knees
Oh, I been on my knees many of nights
Praying, for the coming of my victory, yeah
But there's always something there in the way to delay my flight

I just can't get off my feet
To reach my destiny,
Though it's where I can see
It's just to high to reach, no
I can't, I can't, I can't fly with one wing!

Yeah, fly with one wing!
No, I can't fly, fly with one wing
I can't fly with one wing, oh no
No matter how hard I try, I can't no
I can pray all I want, sister
Fly with one wing, no
Fly with one wing, I can't I can't I can't
Fly, fly, fly, fly
I can't fly with one wing, but I can't
I can't fly with one wing, I can't
I can't fly with one wing, I can't
Oh oh oh

By now we were both in tears she snatched my phone out of my hand and deleted her number. She picked up her bags and tried to leave but i held on to her legs not budging.

"Let me go Usher" she yelled struggling.

"No i know u hate me but i love u and will never stop. Please we have to make this work."

"Baby i love u too and im sorry i just can't i have to go" she broke outta ma hold and ran out leaving me on my knees crying.

An: THIS CHAPPIE IS OVER A THOUSAND WORDS CAN I GET AN AMEN!!!!!