My Possessive Boyfriend Pretend As My Gay Friend

CHAPTER 55 - AFTER FIVE YEARS

Warning #9: This chapter may bring tears to your eyes... Maghanda ng lampin este tissue.

After Five Years...

FIVE years, five years had been passed since I left the Philippines just to live here in America. Naging maganda ang buhay ko sa limang taon na lumipas. Naging matatag, masayahin, at matapang na babae na ako. I never change my personality, maybe I just added some confidence for myself.

I'm one of the famous actress here in America. I doesn't expect that I would be an actress, especially this is not my dream. I wanted to be a scientist, I didn't change my mind but I just tried to experience some things like this. Hindi naman ako mahilig sa pag-aarte ngunit heto ako at bumagsak sa pagiging artista.

I never ever thought too that I will be popular, since I don't have a high confidence to myself, mahiyain pa ako dahil sa lahat ng nakakausap ko ay mga bigatin at mayayaman. Until nasanay na ako, I do my best just to have more confidence so I can be more successful on my job as an actress.

Being actress is hard especially when you're making and having a lots of taping for the movie. Taping sa umaga, taping sa hapon, taping sa gabi. Minsan nga wala na akong pahinga dahil sa sobrang busy, kailangan magising pa ng maaga at magtatrabaho na naman. Tapos magkakaroon ng iba't-ibang endorsement, pupunta sa fanmeet, magkakaroon ng interview at marami pang iba.

But still I'm trying my best just not to give up easily. I became actress not because of fame, I became actress because I want myself to be more confident. Since, I left the Philippines and everyone bashing me, throwing hurtful words... I lost my confidence. Hiyang-hiya ako at kulang nalang magkulong ako sa bahay para hindi makita ng mga tao.

But even though sabihin ko na masaya ako ngayon sa buhay ko at kaunti nalang ay successful na ako, alam kong may kulang pa din. May kulang pa din sa buhay ko na umaasa pa din akong mababalik ang dating kami.

Wala na akong na sagap na balita sakanya when I already lost my connection from my friends, other relatives, and last from him. I have my new account to IG but I'm posting with limited. Baka kasi may maipost lang akong ibang picture ay magkaroon na naman ng chismiss saakin sa social media.

Madami pa naman na marites sa mundong ito. I'm posting some of my pictures especially when I'm in other places or countries. Minsan nga na pagkakamalan pa nilang may boyfriend ako dahil sa kung saan-saan ako nagpupunta. Baka daw kasama ko ang boyfriend ko at linolowkey ko lang.

May ka-loveteam pa naman ako. He's handsome, sweet, and nice guy, he's also a dream guy of every girls. But he is not my type, sorry but I'm just being honest. Mas gwapo pa nga sakanya si Hash, opsss Dark pala.

Maraming kinikilig saaming dalawa ni Joros, he's a half Filipino and half Canadian kaya sobrang tangos ng ilong at maitsura pa. Kaunting dikit lang saakin ni Joros ay nagtitilian na ang mga fans namin, lalo na sa fanmeet namin... Maraming pumunta karamihan ay mga teenager, malakas ang hatak namin sa mga teenager dahil sa pagpapakilig na binibigay namin sa kanila.

Masaya sa pakiramdam na nakakapag-pasaya kami ng mga fans namin, pero minsan mayroon talagang obsessed for short nagde-delusional saaming dalawa ni Joros. Kesyo bagay ba bagay daw kaming dalawa at parang mag-asawa, they even said that maybe we're having a secret relationship.

Like what the hella is that?! Hanggang friends lang kami ni Joros at napag-usapan na namin yon. Joros already has a beautiful and kind girlfriend, sadyang mga ma-issue lang talaga ang mga fans namin at shiniship kami ng todo.

"Stop frowning on your phone Thena, you might be became more ugly because of that". Joros laughingly said that makes my forehead frowned more

I'm sitting infront of the mirror and scrolling at my IG account but suddenly I read a random comment that saying again that Joros and I already has a baby. Like what the hell? While Joros was standing at my back. Wala na naman magawa sa buhay niya at ako pa talaga ang pagtitripan.