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To Mr Perfectly Fine

So many needles prickling my heart,
Because i see you happy from apart,
Walking in the streets while talking,
With the girl you been admiring

When relapse was happening again,
I remember the person who i became,
The lady who's willing to be embarrassed by others,
And always proud that she will never find another

You're now a quite successful,
Involve in a band that make a sounds wonderful,
Passion is to play a drum,
Congratulations because you're time has come

It's been a couple months,
Since i heard that you're already inlove,
At first my world fall down,
That's why i want my self to be drown

I'll promise myself that i should stop,
You're name will never heard again from my mouth,
But I'm still here and so proud of you,
Being your fan every jamming and show

All the poems i write for him,
Because for me he's everything,
Almost 60 poems i think,
Suddenly i realize that you're not mine just in a blink

You're happy now Mr Perfectly Fine,
With her, you're smile always shine,
Now that you're gone now in my sight,
I have to move on and continue my fight.