Seeking The Past (COMPLETED)

EPILOGUE

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Thankyou! Sobrang pasasalamat sa lahat nang nakarating hanggang sa dulo nang istoryang ito. Salamat sa pagsama sa'kin hanggang dulo. Salamat ng marami sainyo, sana huwag kayong mag-sawa na sumuporta sa'kin. Mahal ko kayong lahat!♡

I thought na-publish ko na, nabusy ako sa story nila Kadmiel at soon to be publish na kay Keegan. Hindi ko napansin na hindi ko pala nai-publish itong epilogue😭. Sorry po sa mga naghintay ng matagal!

EPILOGUE

"Holy god!" I screamed when I saw him again in my dreams. Damn! he never let me sleep peacefully. I've been traumatized because of that incident. I'm so young that time, so fucking young that he had a chance to manipulate me. To manipulate our lives. I hate him so fucking bad, I'll make sure that he'll rot in hell. I'll make him suffer, I'll make them suffer.

"He has a daughter, right?" humithit ako sa sigarilyo ko habang naghihintay ng sagot ni Kad.

"What about her?" that's right, I asked him and then he asked me too.

"Answer before ask." he just smirked on me and turned his back.

"Fuck you man, I'm still talking to you." binato ko ang unan na nasa tabi ko.

"I know what you're planning Kavin, drop that shit." agad na nag-init ang ulo ko, tumayo ako at kinwelyuhan siya.

"Why? Do you have a romantic feelings for that girl? Seriously? Her father gave me the most terrible trauma Kad! He fucking manipulated me! Then you're telling me that you're inlove? with whom? With his daughter?! are you fucking insane!?" he just pushed me hard as I said that.

"You are out of your sanity. The words came from your own mouth. HIS FATHER, kaya bakit mo dinadamay ang taong walang alam? Ni hindi niya nga alam na wala na ang mommy niya. So what, if I'm inlove? So what? If I developed a romantic feelings for her? You jealous?" nag-igting ang panga ko at mas lalong nag-init ang ulo ko. I'm so mad, so fucking mad that I don't care if she's innocent, that I don't fucking care if she's not the one to blame. I don't fucking care at all. Her father ruined me, I'll ruin her too.

"Jealous? Putangina, ginagago mo ba'ko Kadmiel?" ikinalma ko ang sarili ko at humithit nalang ulit sa sigarilyo ko.
"Do you think, I'm not mad? Do you think I don't want him to suffer too? What am I? I am your twin asshole, your mother is my mother too. Do you think I'm numb? Okay I admit it, he manipulated you, not me. I'm not in your shoe that time. Pero nakanino ang mommy natin? Nasaan si daddy? Sa tingin mo ba ikaw lang ang naapektuhan? Tangina, ni hindi nga natin alam kung buhay pa si daddy dahil sa kahayupan ng gagong 'yon. Kaya wag kang magsalita na parang ikaw lang ang nasasaktan dito Kavin, okay fine. You want a revenge? By using his daughter? Then go ahead." tumalikod na siya sa'kin at iniwan ako.

"Look at her, she's so scared." I looked at the screen and watched her screaming and begging not to kill the other cat. She loves animals that much huh?

"Ang weak mo naman, hindi mo ba kaya ang isang babae lang?" she said a lot of insulting things like, we are weaker than a kitten.

I let him do his part. Pero kumukulo ang dugo ko kapag nakikita kong pinagmamasdan niya ang babaeng 'yon. I don't understand myself either. I don't fucking even know why am I feeling this way.

"Let me handle this, trust me." tinapik ko ang balikat niya at nilampasan siya.

"Don't let your heart ruin you Kavin." he suddenly muttered and walked away. I get it. Alam ko kung ano ang gusto niyang sabihin, pero bakit nga ba? Bakit ganito ka-weird ang pakiramdam ko? Tangina, nababaliw na ako.