ADDICTION [Kakashi x Reader]

16 Kakashi

(art from @greenshelter211 on twitter)

I could not take my eyes off (Y/n)'s sweet face. I literally could not even if I tried. My eyes were fixed on her long lashes while she rested on my shoulder, and meanwhile, as I made sure she was warmly secure and wrapped in my arms, I ran my fingers gingerly and smoothly over the skin of her shoulder. I couldn't help but pay special attention to some purple areas that I had caused in the heat of the moment. But then, I looked down, at my collarbone and saw similar marks this time made by her, and I couldn't help but smile. 

She rubbed her cheek against my chest, making it flutter and making my smile widen. And unconsciously, my both arms moved to hug her better as I laid a kiss on top of her head. She looked up at me, leaving our lips almost touching each other. We both smiled and closed the barely existing distance that separated us in a very slow kiss. 

This moment, being with her and her being so gentle and loving with me... I would stay like this forever and the thought of not kissing her, or just separating from her made me anxious. So much, that I wasn't able to react when she broke the kiss. 

She laid down on my chest again, this time looking at me. And although I was disappointed that I wasn't feeling her lips against mine anymore, she seemed so calm and happy, so beautiful and adorable, that my lips curved upward on their own. Her (e/c) eyes stared at mine for a while, but the more she did the more I smiled completely and utterly in love. I almost couldn't even hold myself when her hand caressed my neck lovingly. 

"What?" she asked me after a long while of staring at her and smiling like an idiot after she let out the cutest giggle I had ever heard. I blushed slightly but held her stare anyway. 

But I didn't answer yet. Instead, I brought my hand to the side of her face, cupping her cheek easily as I put some of the loose strands of her hair behind her ear. 

"How are people not addicted to sex?" I worded my thoughts and feelings stupidly. But again, I was so caught up in her beauty that I didn't even realize it. Luckily she chuckled, making my heart hurt and almost gasp as I watched her smile. 

"Sex's not always great, you know," she said nonchalantly. And it finally landed on me how she used to be forced. Any trace of my smile disappeared and was replaced by panic. My eyes widened and even my hand on her cheek that had been slowly caressing her cheeks now tensed.

"I didn't mean that," I quickly rushed "I..." I then stuttered, nervous while she looked at me with arched brows and a curious smile "I meant sex with you... Not that everyone should be addicted to having sex with you! Although if they did I'm sure they—" 

"Kakashi," she interrupted my rambling with an open laugh. I shut up and looked at her, swallowing, but then her lips fell on mine, making me forget everything else "It's okay to talk about my past, you don't need to worry" she smiled gently with her hand on my nape. I could even hear my heart pounding hard against my ears as her hand gave me warmth all over my body, so I kissed her passionately. 

"I meant that I could get addicted to this with you," I was finally able to say. I then looked at her eyes, confident enough after her soft touch and words "I am addicted to you" I added, looking back at her lips and at how they curved into a smile with her parted open lips... I had to refrain from kissing her again.

"I think you need to do things more than once in order to get addicted," she teased me with a smile while her fingers played with the ends of my hair. 

"I'm willing to compromise as many times as needed," I answered lowly with a small smile, eyes getting lost in her smile. Until she got close and pressed her lips against mine.