chapter 26

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i was married? i was married. i was married to nicky nichols. i had a wife. wow.... this is actually crazy.

"i love you ivy." nicky brushed her hands through my hair. we were sitting in her bunk... doing nothing. just talking and it was nice.

i look down at the scars on my wrists.. from my time in max.. when i tried to kill myself. but then i looked up at her and i smiled. "i love you to nichols.. i'm so happy with you."

she pulled my sleeves down to cover my arms, it wasn't that they made her uncomfortable it was cause she knew i hated myself for it. i smiled and i lightly kissed her, and she kissed me back.

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"hey lovers.." alex smirked and she moved herself between us

i smile and i wipe my face "hey alex."

"red wants to meet with all of us. something about drugs." alex replied

i suddenly got nervous. i scratch the back of my neck, i look at nicky then at alex "sure.. we will be there." i got up from the cube and i walked off

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"shit. do you see the way she just left?" nicky looked at alex

"what, think she's using again?" alex replied

"i wouldn't put it past her."

alex shakes her head "reds gonna kick her out, then probably you for being married to her."

nicky chews on her nails "fucking hell. look, i'll figure it out. don't mention anything to red. please."

"of course, i got it covered." alex smiled and left the cube once she was finished talking to nichols.

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it was time for the meeting, we all met up in the kitchen. i sat on the bench, next to nicky. she had her hand on my thigh and i was chewing on my nails.

"i've heard that the drugs are back in. if i here anything about any of you using.. your out and i'll make sure you go to max." red raised her voice

"we're family, aren't we supposed to be protecting eachother?" i asked

"is that a confession?" red replied

nichols interrupted "woah, hey hold on ma. she's got a point-"

"sh. you heard me. and you know my rules!" red yelled

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