Scar behind his smile - (Vegaspete)

Chapter - 26

Kim's Pov

I felt , I was dead inside..

Tears were unconsciously flowing through my eyes, I don't remeber last time when I was hurt like this .

Should I beg him to love me ? ,
Should I beg him to be with me?..

How could someone hurt me so much ?.

When I closed my eyes , I could only see Pete smiling and giggling with Vegas..
I wish these memories could fade away..

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Flashback

I couldn't sleep , so I got out to get some fresh air..
Chilled air was striking my face, it was a beautiful night , I was walking around the beach..

"You're a bastard !", I heard Pete's voice..
I quickly hid myself in the dark..

Vegas was carrying him, he was laughing.

" You're a baby", Vegas said..

" Ahh, so that's why you're carrying me", Pete asked,. He had a huge smile on his face. I have never seen him this happy..

" Yes ,because you're my baby",
Vegas said,.. even in the dark I could see Pete's cheeks were pink at this point .

I wanted to snatch pete away from him, but I didn't had the guts to ruin the smile Pete had on his face..

Why am being tortured?
I like him so much..
Is liking someone a sin??

Why Vegas has to be the one stealing Pete from me?

Is this my bad karma from my past life or something?

....

Present

" So you're back?",
My brother Tankhun was standing in front of me .

I chose to ignore him. I wasn't in the mood to talk right now .

" Kim talk to me ", he said in a sincere voice..
Which is very unusual for him..

" I don't want to ",

" Why are you bothering Pete?",

" I am not ", I said taking a deep breath..

" Then why were you in chumpon?",

" BECAUSE I LIKE HIM!! ",
I snapped. He is getting on my nerves..

" Are you sure , you like Pete? Or do you like the idea of being with Pete? , Having something Vegas wants?",

I closed my eyes to take a deep breath..

" I fucking love him!!",

" Stop lying to yourself Kim.
Think calmly,Is it love or obsession?",

" I am not obsessed, STOP ANNOYING ME!!",
I ran into my room..

...

" Khun Kim , khun korn has called you for a meeting ",
Fuck!!, I know, how its going to end..

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" Kim why you look so disturbed?",
He asked calmly..

" Uhh nothing",

" You know , you can get back at Vegas by ruining his plan right?",

Yes , that's the only way I can defeat Vegas..
I need to prove Vegas is a fucking looser.

" Come on son, you have been distracted for so long. Get back to business now . I don't want my other son to turn into a hopeless lover like kinn as well ",
He said while looking at me ..