Scar behind his smile - (Vegaspete)

Chapter - 18

Pete's Pov

I had a conversation with Kim today.

I cleared things between us, I don't want to mislead him.
He is a great person, but I don't think I can ever feel the same way about him the way I feel for Vegas...

From that I am reminded, I gotta have a conversation with him as well..

.

It was already late, I got back to where everyone else was .

Everyone was already eating but
I don't feel like eating right now..

I was looking for my man .
But he wasn't there , so before anyone else could notice me . I went to the tent area..

I was looking for his tent .

I got the information about his tent from the camp staff .

.

I mean its a tent , I can't knock on it...
So I just went in.

I shouldn't invade his privacy, but right now am too angry to think anything sanely .

He got startled when I got in his tent. By instincts, he pointed a gun at me..
He was formerly lying on his matress.

" Pete ", his hands went down the moment he realised it was me..

" Can we talk ?",

" Uhh Yes",

When I looked at those beautiful eyes, I couldn't think about anything else..
I wanted to hug him .

So I did ...

" Are you okay?", I asked him.
For some reason I could feel he was scared.
Was he scared of loosing me?

" Yes baby", he held me tighter..

" Let's just stay like this for a while", I said snuggling my face into his neck .

I felt warm and comfortable in his arms.

I wanted to stay like that forever.
The way Vegas made me feel things was amusing.

" Pete am sorry",

" It's okay baby..", I realised I called him that for the first time.

I could feel he was smiling.

" Vegas I love you", it was the first time I ever confessed my love for him..

He broke the hug to look at me.

His eyes were teary.
I never expected Vegas to be so head over heels for someone.
For someone like me..

He came forward to kiss me..

He grabbed my face , our lips connected like they were meant to be together...

I was sucking his upper lips.
He was doing the same with my lips while his hands were around me.

This time we were not agressive,
it was a calm and assuring kiss that showed how much we loved each other.

After we ran out of breath, we looked at each other.

" Are you forgiving me?",

" I cannot punish you for something you haven't done on purpose",

Well, I came here to scold him, but now looking at him I feel differently..
I saw a vulnerable side of Vegas.

The side who was afraid to loose something he loved .

" Vegas when I said I loved you, I actually meant it. I really do .
No one ,I repeat no one, can ever make me feel the same way, you do." I held his hands ...
"What you did was wrong, but am not going to hold you accountable for it",