[Discontinued] Karma's a Bitch and so is Snow

Revenge #38

Revenge #38: Loneliest

No one is talking to me at school. Ni walang kumakaway o ngumingiti sa akin. Ni hindi man lang ako tinapunan ng tingin ni Jewel. She just walked past through me as if I don't exist then she went sitting on her assigned seat.

Si Fred na palagi akong binabati at nginingitian tuwing umaga kahit na magkaaway pa kami noon ni Jana ay hindi man lang ako nilingon.

I don't know what's happening around me but I felt like I'm unwanted. I felt like no one needs me and I don't belong here anymore. Like they can move on with their lives without me. Like the world won't stop rotating even when I'm gone.

Hey. I'm at school already. Where are you?

I texted him for the nth time. I asked him why he didn't fetch me at home. Dahil nag-aalala ako na baka may kung anong mangyari sa kaniya kaya hindi siya nakarating. I texted him if he's okay. If something's wrong but I got nothing. Ni blank message ay wala akong natanggap mula sa kaniya.

I tried calling him for countless of times now but he is not answering. Since the day he started fetching me at home, ito ang unang beses na pumalya siya. I'm starting to think that he got into an accident or he fainted once again in the middle of driving. Hindi ako mapakali at kanina pa ako galaw ng galaw dito sa upuan ko. My professor thought that someone put worms in my seat because my butt won't stay still.

"Did you see Miguel, J?" I asked Jana as she handed me the handouts for Entrep but she just walked right past me.

Nagpatuloy siya sa pamimigay ng papel habang nakikipagbiruan sa isa naming kaklase. Para akong isang hangin na dinaanan niya lang.

"Jana!" I called once again as she went to her sit.

For the second time, she ignored me. Umupo siya at kinausap si Ana na parang walang nangyari.

I sighed as I focused my mind for today's lesson. I have no idea what's wrong, why everybody's neglecting me as if a certain Snow Agatha Vasquez is not yet born.

I fixed my things slowly after the bell rang indicating that it's lunch time already. Baka kasi na-late lang ng gising si Migs kanina kaya hindi niya ako nasundo. Baka nga hindi na siya nakakain ng agahan dahil sa pagmamadali niya. Dahil doon, he forgot to bring his phone that's why he wasn't answering my calls and texts. Mamaya lang paglabas ko, makikita ko siyang nakasandal sa railings, naghihintay sa akin at nakangisi.

He'll ask where I want to eat for lunch or what will we do after school. It's either we'll hang out in the mall or we'll chill on my place. Or his place.

Nilagay ko ang strap ng bag ko sa balikat at naglakad na patungo sa pinto.

As I reached the door, my eyes wondered around the hall way.

I was searching for the guy with slanted jet black eyes and messy hair. Even though this place is packed with bunch of people, I will still see him. He simply stands out not by just his height but also his attractiveness.