And Then I changed.

Four

I was awoken by my phone calling, again. Since Tris left school no one had heard from her at all. We had been looking all afternoon after her but there was no trace. I groaned as I turned around to pick up my phone, carefully not to wake Nita who was sleeping besides me. she was so beautiful, but somehow my mind always found Tris, our relationship and memorys.

"Hello?" I groaned in the phone

"Were you asleep?" Zeke's voice asked me through the phone

"Yeah man, its five in the morning, what do you want?"

"Have you heard anything?" Zeke asked me, I could hear the worry in his voice

"No.." I said as I went up from bed and out from my bedroom, letting Nita sleep in peace.

"Where can she be?! Have you tried her parents again?"

"I called them before I went to be.. Still no answer, Try Christina, they live across the street from each other" I told him

"I already did that... they didn't open the door"

"That's so messed up!" I sighed. My mind was playing things that could happened and places she could have gone

"Yeah... well go back to sleep. I guess Nita is with you anyways"

"Yeah, she is" The gang didn't really support my relationship with Nita, but I liked her so I didn't really care.

"How can you be with her when you see how hurt Tris is?" Zeke suddenly asks me

"Tris broke up with me, remember?"

"Yeah, but she didn't remember doing so, you could just forgive her and both you and her would be perfectly happy"

"I'm happy" I tried to convince him. and sure I was happy but not so much as when Tris was my girl.

"Yeah... But Tris isn't"

"I know" I whispered looking down at the brown rug in the hallway "But I can't do anything about that"

"Sure you can, you just don't want to" he said and then hung up. I stood in the hallway left with my thoughts, was it right? That I didn't want to make her happy? I was so confused. I walked back in to bed and fell asleep with my hand around Nita's waist.

The next time I was awoken by soft kisses down my ear and I pulled Tris against me. She kissed me down my neck, on my cheek and lastly on my lips, when I opened my eyes her blonde hair was sounding us, the problem was just that the hair wasn't blonde, it was brown, I moved my eyes to her face to not see Tris but Nita smile down at me, I frowned. What did this mean?

"It's time to get up babe. School starts in an hour" she told me as she went to my shower, peeling her clothes of as she went.

We was standing in our usual spot, my hand across Nita's shoulder and her arm along my waist as we waited for our friend. I found myself wondering if someone had heard from Tris.

"Four, my man!" Zeke screamed across the parking lot as he and Uriah came jumping like teenage girls who just got a kiss from their celebrity crush. I shake my head at them as Nita kissed my cheek

"See you later, Four" she said as she walked toward her friends

"Did you hear anything?" Uriah asked

"No.." I said

"I bet you were to busy screwing Nita to notice" Zeke said as the girls and Will joined us

"Notice what?" Shauna asked as she kissed Zeke

"That Tris still is missing" I sighed, of course I notice her absent. It was digging a hole inside of me

"Maybe she took off again. It's not like she didn't do it before" Will said and we all looked at him in shock

"She did not leave us again!" Christina said sternly pointing a finger at her boyfriend

"Jeez... okayokay" he breathed as he backed away. We all laughed but stopped abruptly when a blue Ferrari was parked beside us and Caleb walked out. He looked tired had bags under his eyes and it looked like he had been crying. He looked up at us and shaked his head before walking towards the school

"Wait, Caleb!" Marlene shouted and run to catch up with him. we were looking at each other, worry filled all of our eyes and when Marlene came back panting tears was running down her cheeks.

"What happened to her?" Lynn asked Marlene and engulfed her in a hug

"She is at Hartgrove"

"Isn't it a mental hospital?" Uriah asked and we all gasped

"Yes... yes it is. She has gone mad. She thinks she is Psycho. Everything she says is Psycho or I'm psycho" marlene conformed as we walked towards our class. Tris, my Tris has gone mad...