He had a girlfriend, a girlfriend and it was not even me. We were supposed to have forever. Why can´t I remember even breaking up with him? Why can´t I remember being gone a whole year? What the hell happened? I´m desperately trying to find something in my brain that tells me this is just a dream. That this isn´t real. I´m looking between them and I see what we once had, happiness. For some reason I don´t feel happy. Like I haven´t been happy in a long time, I just feel empty, like something is missing. Maybe that part is Tobias or maybe something else, I don´t know. I just know that I don´t like it.
I´m starring at their interlinked hands, his beautiful hands who I once loved so much, I suppose everything can change.
“Are you sure you are alright?” Shauna asked me
“Positive” I answered, but I could hear the lie underneath it. I saw Nita turn her head and whisper something in Tobias ear as a pained expression took his face. He looked at her briefly and then he starred at me with his sad ocean blue eyes. I was just about to ask him about it
“We need to go” he said as Nita dragged him in his arm and they walked out. When the door closed I could no longer hold my tear in. I had lost my only love. The person who had made the last three… or I suppose four years’ worth living. He had made me happy, were did we go wrong? Why would I break up with him? Why could I not remember doing so? But most importantly, why did he bring her here? Suddenly I felt trapped inside my own head, everything was starting to spin, like I didn’t get enough oxygen in my lungs. I was gasping for more air when two arms wrapped themselves around me in the bed, I looked up to find my big brother.
“It´s okay, Bea. You are okay” he whispered in my ear. I heard his words but I didn´t believe them. Suddenly something was put over my nose and mouth and I was giving air in it. My gasps slowed down to regular breaths and my head was back to normal. A memory flashed across my eyes of a party with a lot of people, I was spinning in the dancefloor with some blonde, tattooed guy. We both was really drunk and suddenly the spinning had gone over to a make out session and then the memory died down and I was back in my hospital room with my worried friends around me, all looking frantic at me.
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And Then I changed.
FanfictionTris Prior had it all. A great and loyal boyfriend, a best friend and a ganfg of other friends. She had THE car, she had the perfect family but after one night everything just fell to pieces. The perfect life changed to life pull of parties, drugs...