Dadnoblade (tommy as technos kid)

Why are you fucking here?!

{Tommys pov: In his journal}
I am 16 almost 17. Most of my life has traumatized me to this day. Ive been exiled twice. Ive been manipulated and lied to by so many people. I dont feel safe with my own family. My life has been so fucked and im still young.

{Out of tommys journal}
There was a knock at my door. When i ignored it, it got louder. I opened the door to no one being there. What a waste of time. I walk back into my room and sit on my bed. I started to sharpen the Axe of Peace. The one thing i had from techno. My Your Tubbo compass was hanging up on the wall, it was a little cracked but it still worked.

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Its windy today, but its nice. Ive been thinking a lot lately. Im gonna grow out my hair. When i was young techno let me doo all sorts of things to his hair and i want to be able to do that again. My birthday is in a week. Nobodys gonna remember. Hardly anyone does. Maybe Sam or Puffy but even then they probably wont say or do anything. Being alone sucks ass dude.  Im going to bake a cake. A small one just for me. That'll be nice.

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Its Midnight. Or maybe past midnight but idc either way. Im 17 now. Im crying. Not entirely sure why though. Im not happy or sad, in fact i dont feel anything. Im just crying. My eyes burn. I should sleep. Maybe ill feel better when i wake up.

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9am. Sleeping didnt help. I still feel like shit. Still wonder is anyone remembered my birthday. Again probably not. I a very forgettable person. If anyone did remember id be surprised. Maybe Techno- Nah. He probably forgot i existed after the war. Ugh i hate thinking! If i could just not think for one day life would be great that day.
"Tommy you good?"
"Yeah! Im fine!"
"Were you just thinking out loud?"
"Ig so"
"Ok then."
And Conner walks away. Hes kinda weird. He always just appears out of nowhere. I should go back to farming.

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Todays Tommys birthday. Im going to tell him the truth. All his life Phil has been his "dad". Phil thinks this is a bad idea and he's probably right but Tommy deserves the truth. Ive been debating in this for weeks and ive decided on this. He probably doesnt trust me but whatever.

I started to head over to L'Manburg (or what remains of it, aka tommys house). Walking long the cobblestone path that tommy made.

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Idk what fucking time it is and honestly i could care less. Its so quiet. Its a peaceful quiet though.

Footsteps broke the peaceful moment. Technos footsteps. Why would he be here? Did he remember my birthday? Maybe, but I doubt it.

TB: "Tommy."
T: "Hello.. Techno."
TB: "We need to talk."
T: "About what?"
TB: "Something very very important... Also Happy Birthday."
T: "Uhm thank you i guess."
TB: "Anyways back to why im here. I need to tell you something. The truth in a way."
T: "The truth? About what?"
TB: "Philza being you 'dad'. He isnt you real dad tommy."
T: "Oh?- I mean I kinda figured he wasnt when the ends of my hair became red-ish pink. But if Phil isnt then who-"
TB: "I... I am."
T: "What..."
TB: "Im your father Tommy. DreamXD made you with my dna."
T: "Who the hell is DreamXD?-"
XD: "That would be me!"
T: "Holy shit! Dont do that!"
TB: "Hello XD.."
XD: "Hello old friend."
T: "What the hell?.."
TB: "He created you-"
XD: "In a test tube! It was fun watching you grow!"
T: "Thats creppy."
TB: "Thats just how he is Tommy. Hes always been like that. In the 150 years ive known him hes never changed."
T: "WAIT 150 YEARS!? HOW OLD ARE YOU?!"
TB: "Im 22 in human years."
XD: "1022 in god years!"
T: "God years?"
TB: "Gods age faster than humans. But we can also stop our aging. I was 19 when you were born tommy."
T: "Does that mean im a god? Since you guys are my parents and are both gods?"
TB: "Im not-"
XD: "Yes it does! I cannot tell you what you are the god of but you are a god!"
TB: "Hmm..XD You should leave."
XD: "Ok!"
And just like that hes gone. Techno seems upset.
T: "If your my dad then why did you threaten to kill me.."
TB: "I... I dont know.. I was angry that you sided with Tubbo again after he made you go through all of that torture and it slipped from my mind. I didnt sleep for weeks after that day."
T: "Huh... Well I want to go home. I hate it here. I feel so alone when im here."
TB: "Ok tommy.. Phil would he happy to see you."

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OMG THIS TOOK FOREVER!! this is my longest chapter.
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