𝐘𝗼𝐮 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐘𝗼𝐮 𝐊𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐌𝐞 ⚤ 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍𝗂𝖺𝗉𝗈𝗅𝗂𝖻𝗂𝗈

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A WEEK LATER !

I was sitting at the table with Blue eating breakfast. i looked at the time and it was nine in the morning. i still had an hour before i went to work.

well my first day at work. i just got hired at a model magazine company for Vogue as an assistant.

and yes, i am working. i started doing applications for a months now and it means a lot to me.
an no i haven't told Mattia about it because after everything that happened i feel like I shouldn't have too

and you know since he doesn't like to tell me things

and plus he doesn't want me to work because he 'worried' but I could careless anymore

speaking of him. its been a week since i've talked to him. I don't sleep in the same room as him anymore. because I don't wanna be around him

sometimes he tries to talk to me but i either ignore him or say something dry.

three days ago he tried apologize with 'make up sex' again like thats gonna make me feel better.

i told him to stop acting like a child. he was mad but now these past days i can tell my actions are having an impact on him.

he's been sad.

"m-mommy where's d-dada ?" Blue said eating her mini pancakes

"I don't know baby, probably sleep" i said not really wanting to talk about him "can you g-go wake him up ?" she smiled

no 😐

thats when foot steps came down the stairs.

it was mattia.

he walked in. he looked like he just woke up, thats when Blue quickly turned her head and saw and she smiled wide

"dada !" she said in a excited tone, he smiled a little

"hey stinky" he said walking out to her

he then kiss her cheek.
then he looked up and saw me, he was about to kiss me but i moved away and thats when he realized.
his face soften a little.

"good morning" he said in a low tone

i didnt say nothing i didnt even acknowledge him.
he licked his lips and walked away from me to the stove in the kitchen

"you cooked ?" he asked me in a soft tone, i sign
"yeah for me and Blue, your gonna have fins something" i nodded

he the nodded a little and walked over to the fridge

he stood there for a while looking around.
then he just end up grabbing a water and orange

"dada i wanna get out !" Blue said holding her arms out. he chuckled a little and took her out of her high chair

then he sat down across the table from me.

ima tell him.

"you gotta watch Blue in a little" i told him "why" he asked looking into my eyes

"because im leaving" i said standing up

his expression dropped a little "where too ?" he said kinda worried "dont worry about it" i said walking away