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𝗔𝗧 𝗛𝗢𝗠𝗘 !!!
I finally made it home after hours of getting here. i dragged my feet on the floor walking up stairs to my room.
I closed the door behind me and throw my bag on my desk and turned my led lights to blue while taking off my shoes. i then slowly walked over to my bed and sat down. just staring at the walls.
my eyes became blurry then a drop of tears fail down my face. I hate crying it's so annoying. but for some reason I rather be sad then mad. all my life I've been told what I need to do for me.
𝗮𝗻 𝗶 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗻 ....
when I was on the way home. my mom text me and told me she wasn't coming until 2 weeks and to fine away to get food.
I mean what the fuck ....
I try so hard to tell my self I don't hate her but I do.
I laid down in my bed. held my pillow tight. an my eyes slowly started to shut
{ hours later }
my phone started going off again ...
"UGH WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT !!!" I yelled at my phone
It was text. from unknown. my anxiety instantly went up. I didn't even wanna open it but I knew I had too .......
𝗨𝗡𝗞𝗡𝗢𝗪𝗡
𝘂𝗻𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄𝗻 time to post some pictures sweet heart an put a better caption this time for me ;)
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just reading the message. it made me sick to my stomach. I quickly wiped my tears.
I got up from my bed and walked over to my closet. as much as many times I've done this I still hate it, and he knows that.
𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝘀 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗶 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝘂𝗻𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲 ...
I check through my closet and found the sexiest lingerie I could find. I walked over to the bathroom and changed into it. i put some make up over my bruises. I got my phone out and took a picture of my self.
when was done I stared at it and looked at my self in the mirror and instantly feeling disgusted of myself....
