𝐘𝗼𝐮 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐘𝗼𝐮 𝐊𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐌𝐞 ⚤ 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍𝗂𝖺𝗉𝗈𝗅𝗂𝖻𝗂𝗈

how i really feel

AT HOME !

mattia pulled up at home. he stopped the car and i quickly took of my seat belt and got out of the car. mattia quickly got out as well.

before i could walk up to the house he pulled me back.

"baby" he said in a worried tone "i dont wanna talk to you mattia fuck off" i said madly

i moved away from him and walked up to the door. i unlocked it and walked in.

to see the little boy nathan a sleep

"oh your back" Grace whispered "yeah" i smiled a little "well um me and nathan should get going Blue is upstairs sleeping"
she smiled at both me and mattia

"oh ok thank you so much" mattia nodded a little

"nope problem call me if you need anything" she in a sweet tone "yeah we will for sure" i nodded

she then gently picked up nathan. he laid his head on her shoulder and she grabbed her bag.
"she was such a good girl" she nodded "i bet she was" i chuckled

"alr bye bye" she waved

i waved back then mattia closed the door as she walked out. i then went up stairs and walked up to Blues room to see her sound alseep

i smiled and closed the door.

but my smile quickly faded when i saw mattia behind me. i rolled my eyes and went passed him.

"fuck" i heard him say under his breath

i rushed down stairs to the room as he followed behind. when we both stepped in he the closed the door. he was about to speak to me but i walked in the bathroom and closed the door on him.

i started the shower then undressed myself and got in

{ 20 minutes later }

i got out and wrapped the towel around me then i walked out the bathroom.
Mattia was laying on the bed. he looked hurt.

ugh he cant do this to me right now.

i love him so much he makes me feel bad.

i went to the closet and removed my towel and put on my panties and shorts. i felt his eyes all over me.
i then put on a cropped shirt and put my hair in a bun.

"come on Nelly" mattia said standing up "what do you want" i said in a low tone

"you. i just want you baby. you really think i was gonna let that girl come on to me" he said giving me
that look

yeah

"Mattia you didnt say shit to her the whole time. i watched you as you danced with her" i said in a mad tone

he smacked his lips

"i know and im sorry. im fucked up for that. she was dancing on me more. i didnt know what to do" he said coming closer to me

"you could've said 'i have a girlfriend' or 'move bitch stop acting weird' or could've walked away from and came to me but you didnt, you act like i wasnt fucking there !" i said irritated

he exhale and was now closer to me. he put his hands on my waist.

"yeah i should've your right" he nodded