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𝗦𝗔𝗠𝗘 𝗡𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧 !!!!
10:00 pm
Quinn was already a sleeping peacefully next to me. while I was awake. I couldn't sleep I kept thinking about Mattia an everything that happened.
Louis kept sending me messages to come tonight an thats another reason why I couldn't sleep. an I knew he was mad but
I don't think ima go ....
it's not fair to me. I feel like I payed him all the money back. I'm tired of feeling pain. even tho I feel that way all the time..I just can't do it anymore
my heart was racing bc I was ignoring him. I turned off my phone to make me feel better. an laid down next to Quinn. I forced my eyes closed ....
with Mattia not leaving my head as well ....
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MATTIA POV
me and the boys went back to kairis house an chill for a bit waiting for my dad to text me back.
me an Alejandro was getting high and Kairi was drinking. he didn't say much because he was probably thinking about what happened .....
why does he even give a fuck anyways ???
I mean Nelly was in my head too but at the same time I don't care about her an I don't want to care about her. when I walked out her room I felt my self starting to feel bad an I don't like feeling that way.
seeing thos bruises on her it kinda hurt me. an I had a lot of questions an just seeing Quinn in pain for her made it seem like Nelly was actually going though it
but maybe she deserves it ....
yeah yeah maybe she did. an I'm so pissed that Quinn's mad at me, I never wanted this to happened an Nelly messed up she should've never gave in ....
the fuck is her problem .....
"Mattia ! your phone" Alejandro said point to the side of me. I looked down an saw that my dad was calling. I quickly answered
call ....
"wassup papa" I said giving Ale my vape pin
"uh yeah Mattia this Louis guys is bullshitting me so we're not moving anything today" my dad said sounding pissed
