𝐘𝗼𝐮 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐘𝗼𝐮 𝐊𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐌𝐞 ⚤ 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍𝗂𝖺𝗉𝗈𝗅𝗂𝖻𝗂𝗈

stuck with you 1

TO BE CONTINUE !!!

when they had left, my energy imminently went down. I didn't feel like communicating or having any emotions at all

I just wanna be alone

I walked up stairs to room an I closed the door behind me. I turned on the tv an walked in the bath room, it's just a habit I do lmao

I turned on the shower an waited until it was warm enough. I undressed my self

then I walked to the mirror an looked at my stomach an there was a really small belly bump on the bottom
but you still couldn't tell even if I lifted my shirt, it would just looked like a gained weight

"oh man oh man, it's just you an me today" I smiled a little "even tho you can't hear anything" I chuckled

I then hopped in the shower an relaxed ....

I had a lot of stuff on my mind, you know ever since we've been here it's been ok, besides what happened last night an um...at the store

but back in New Jersey, things was so awful

the way I used to let people run over me, we I still do only with mattia tho. I don't know why, he just this affection over me that I can't explain

he scares me.

everyday used to pray that he would forget about me or like just leave me alone.

we don't even have to friend

or enemies ...

he could've been just Quinn's brother and we could've been strangers. that's all I used to want. but now i every time I see him

I feel like I need him ....

{ an hour later }

I had go dress in some shorts and a oversized shirt. I fixed up my bed and texted Quinn to see if her an the boys was ok

I then put on my slides an made my way down stairs.
as I got closer to the kitchen

I heard laughing and pots and pans moving an it smelled like bacon ....

I was confused, then I walked in the kitchen and saw

Payton and Mattia