NELLYS POV !!!"come on let's talk" he said walked over to me
my heart dropped an felt my stomach twist. I sniffed a little an nodded. I slowly walked out of the room as he followed behind me
he gently closed the door so Blue wouldn't wake.
we then walked into my room. I sat down on my bed, mattia closed the door an locked it.
he then walked over to me an sat down really close. I kept my head down feeling nervous. i watched him as he put his hand on my thigh ....
fuck. shit. fuck. shit. fuck. shit
"i missed you" he said in a low tone, my raced faster I looked up at him "I-I missed you too" I said in a soft tone, he smiled a little
I need to tell him how I feel right now .....
I need to stop being scared
"Mattia" I said calling him as I stood up, I stood in front of him, he looked up at me "y-yeah" he said with watery eyes
I cupped his face a little
"i love you" I said as tears went down my eyes, his face weakened "i-i know the last time we saw each other it was so bad an im sorry, i should've just for- give you that night
'I could never be away from you an it hurt me some much when you were gone, I was so mad at myself because I felt like it was my fault, you shouldn't ever have to go though that alone
'i tried to forget about you because I didn't know if you was coming back but then I realize I couldn't, my love for you so a lot. when I saw you fist walk in looking so adorable you mad my heart sparkle, i felt better now that you was here.... mattia I love you deeply an I hope you still feel that same way" I cried
he pulled my waist closer and stood up while looking into my eyes
"of course I still do baby" he cried
he pulled me into his arms held me tight, i wrapped my arms around his neck an hugged him back
"i love you so m-much, it was never your fault, it was alway mine, don't blame your self for nothing" he whispered to me
I nodded softly
we stayed like that for a while. then we both let go still close. he cupped my face an wiped my tears. I couldn't help but laugh a little
"what ?" Mattia smiled "i never really seen you cry so much before" I smiled, he rolled his eyes
"you make me emotional in a good way" he said looking at my lips then my eyes "you deserve so many kissed right now" I chuckled
he bit his lips an chuckled
"then give it to me" he said coming close, I giggled an leaned in to him as he did the same
an then out lips gently connected. he pulled my waist as I ran my fingers though his hair. I then slipped my tongue in his mouth
I felt the smirk on his face ....
SMUT WARNING !
his hands slowly went down to my shorts an gripped on my ass an started to massage me. i groan softly, he moved down to my neck an giving me small kisses
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