𝐘𝗼𝐮 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐘𝗼𝐮 𝐊𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐌𝐞 ⚤ 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍𝗂𝖺𝗉𝗈𝗅𝗂𝖻𝗂𝗈

alot to think about

TO BE CONTINUED !!!

"m-mommy, what's g-going on ?" Blue said walking in while Alvaro holding her hand

fuck.

she then let go of him an ran to me. I sniffed an smiled a little an picked her up.

"a-are you-u ok ?" she said put her hands on my cheeks, I cried a little "yeah baby I'm fine" I said kissing her cheek

I looked up at Mattia an his face weakened ....

I didn't know what to do ...

tears ran down Quinn's eyes an she grabbed his hand

I looked down an saw the Alejandro was still on the floor with blood all over him. I laid Blue head down on my shoulder so she wouldn't see him

Roshuan looked down an saw him too ....

"uh guys ima take Alejandro to his room" Roshuan nodded "ill help" Benno nodded "yeah an uh ima take mattia to get cleaned up" Kairi nodded softly

he then looked at him an Mattia nodded a little an looked at me an Blue again with hurt eyes an walked out ....

shit

Benno an Roshuan then carried Alejandro out ....

it was just me, Quinn an Alvaro an Blue. I wiped my tears an moved Blue around a little still thinking about what just happened

"was that mattia !?" Alvaro said with wide eyes "yes" Quinn nodded, Alvaro put his hand over his mouth "holy shit! he looks ... hot- I mean good- I mean he's changed" Alvaro quickly nodded

me an Quinn looked at each other started laughing
a little .....

I shook my head an sat Blue down in her high chair ....

then I started to clean up ....

my eyes was still kinda blurry from what just happened. lord I feel so stupid just standing there, like how am I gonna cry about him not being here an when he comes back I don't say nothing

so dumb ....

Alvaro sat on the corner next to me an watched us clean until he spook

"so nelly" he said in a low tone "yeah" I said softly ".....what are you gonna tell him" he asked me a bit worried

I don't even know tbh

"I don't know .... Ill figure it out some time" I nodded a little "oh ok but just take you time because I know you both feel about each other an with you being with having Blur an being with Hunte-

Quinn cut him off

"Alvaro im sorry can you please just help... she already speechless" Quinn said feeling bad

I smiled a little

"nah it's ok... he's right, im gonna have to tell him how I feel sooner or later" I nodded

I really want to anyways

{ 10 minutes later }

minutes later the boys came back down stairs, we all sat at the table still wait for mattia to come down.

"where's mattia ?" Quinn asked "he's still changing" Kairi nodded "oh ok" she smiled a little