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MATTIA POV !!!

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MATTIA POV !!!




Nelly left an everyone eyes was on me. Quinn looked at me with disappointment in her eyes an I couldn't say anything to make things better ....




"what the fuck is wrong with you ?" Quinn asked hurt, I didn't say anything "HUH ?!" she said pushing me



"Quinn stop" Kairi said grabbing her back "get the fuck off me....I bet all of you knew too huh?" she said crossing her arms



the boys looked down .....




Quinn shook her head an walked off .....



I stood there like an idiot. the first thing I wanted to do was run for Nelly an tell her I'm sorry but it's to was late .....



I'm so fucked up .....



"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YALL ALL JUST STANDING FOR....ITS OVER !!!" I yelled annoyed



everyone quickly walked away an went to class. Rosie was still fucked up on the floor. she looked really bad .....




"come on Mattia just leave her....we can go to my house" Kairi said grabbing my hand, I nodded an the boys followed





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when we got to the car there was nothing but silence. Kairi was driving while I was in the passenger seat looking out the window .....





I was trying so hard not to cry. all I wanted to do was talk to nelly. I knew she had the bruises but it didn't come in mind to me bc I didn't want to think about it bc I knew if I did I would feel like shit an not the 'tuff guy' .....









{ kairis house }





we all got to his room an we all sat down in silence.





"I told you" Roshaun said in a sad tone "shut up dude" Ale said shaking his head




my eyes started to water then I just broke down ....





"no he's right...I fucked up an I can't do anything to fix it....my sister hates me an my mom never home anymore an every times she is home she looks with disappointment....an my dads dead bc of me an N-Nelly....m-my baby...ive always hurt her when she used to the person I cared about" I cried





Ale pulled me into a hug ....





"I had no idea Nelly was going though thos things an everyday I would see her in pain but I didn't care bc I was just a bitch who wanted attention from her" i cried even more






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