Sext Me [LiLo]

50.

zayn: oh gosh

harry: huh?

zayn: louis is relentless hahah

zayn: he was texting liam again, and the bloke was tomato red! and yes, louis and i were watching him while texting during lunch and it was funny

harry: oh man, why do i always miss the good stuff

zayn: but the team meeting was important too

harry: yeah you're right

harry: but i feel so sorry for liam! he literally handed everything to louis and we know louis will never let him live it down

zayn: speaking of which, tomorrow's your second football practice, right?

zayn: i know, right? so funny! its been a week but liam is still avoiding the topic and its pretty amusing

harry: yeah :) will you be showing up at that one too?

harry: i would too if i were liam and drunk texted my stalker that i have feelings for him haha

zayn: yeah i will :)

zayn: touché

zayn: so.. what are you doing?

harry: rereading paper towns :)

zayn: i have yet to read that one

harry: i'll let you borrow it as soon as i'm done

zayn: deal

harry: good

zayn: :)

harry: :)

zayn: what are we doing?

harry: uh.. smiling?

zayn: haha you're adorable

harry: zayn

zayn: oh, sorry

zayn: but wait no, i'm not

zayn: why cant i call you cute like i used to? because i think you are fuçking adorable and i want to say it

harry: because you just want to be friends and i take whatever you say the other way! damn it zayn! i'm sorry but i cant help my feelings and i'm sorry if i took away your privilege of complimenting me

zayn: hey ok harry, calm down. i'm sorry, i didn't mean it that way

zayn: i'm just really frustrated about how we cant just seem to get back to the way we were

harry: you always dont mean anything you say huh?

zayn: i have a habit of blurting stuff out if you hadn't noticed

harry: yeah, i noticed

harry: and thats my fault too, yeah? how we cant get back to normal?

zayn: for fūčk's sake, no

zayn: listen harry. i'm really deeply sorry about everything. i'm an asśhöle, i think before i speak, and that messes up so many things for me

zayn: and i'm just so frustrated with everything when i think of you, i just want us to be ok again, and i think you should be ok now i hope?

harry: want us to be friends, yeah?

zayn: uh i dont know

harry: ...

harry: why? why dont you know? why are you leading me on? is it really freaking simple to make up your mind on whether you have even an ounce of feelings for me or not???

zayn: its not that fūçking easy harry

harry: dont you dare cuss at me you wanker!

harry: how much time do you even need? and cant you take a hint? i never cant get over you, i'm in too deep and yet you still keep giving me mixed signals that you might feel something but then bam! you say you wanna just get back to friends yet you keep complimenting me so dont you dare tell me whats easy and whats not

harry: but i promise i'll try my best to get over an asshole like you this time

zayn: fūçking hell i did it again, didn't i? i'm so so sorry harry? ugh why cant i get this right? no matter how hard i try not to hurt you again i end up doing the opposite! what is wrong with me??

zayn: harry i do like you! but not in the way you want me to and i dont want to hurt you again and thats why i'm overthinking this so much

zayn: please try to understand

harry: i think you've hurt me enough

harry: a clear answer would be much appreciated by now but i guess thats too much work for you

zayn: harry

harry: and dont you dare say you're confused again. if you're really that confused then i guess i'll just snub this here

zayn: what do you mean? what do you want from me harry?

harry: nothing, i want nothing from you. stay confused forever for all i care

zayn: harry please i'm really sorry but i'm trying really hard. i dont know why i'm overthinking this so much and i keep hurting you please think about this

zayn: harry?

zayn: i'm coming over

harry: dont bother, i'm going out

zayn: where?

harry: none of your business

zayn: it is my business and damn it harry you're being unreasonable! try to look at this from my point of view!

harry: oh i'm being unreasonable? fine. we should always look at everything from your point of view because mine is just pointless huh?

zayn: stop twisting my words around harry!

harry: i apologize. everything is my fault isn't it?

zayn: stop this harry. i swear to god i did not mean it that way! i freaking care about what you're feeling and thats why i'm overthinking this so much

harry: i'm going to the football team's get together at niall's house. bye zayn

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isn't zayn an idiot or nah?

is harry being a bit too hard or nah? (well he's been hurt before so he's very defensive)

or are they both? they just cant seem to sort their feelings out tsk tsk

#StupidZarry if you liked this one (i doubt anyone liked this one but you know what i mean aha)

thank you so much for all the feedback, i'm freaking speechless tbh. i love you guys so much ❤

-ramna xx