🧖🏾♀️inspiration: The remedy for a broken heart (why am I so in love) , by XXXTentacion🧖🏾♀️
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In which jungkook is your oblivious best friend that you are madly Inlove with _____________________________________________
Nadiah 🧖🏾♀️
Here we are again ,, sitting on my bed with his head in my lap and him sobbing .. me rubbing his back and kissing his head .. listening to his sniffles and telling him how much his ex wasn't worth his tears .
You know it's kind of annoying when you fall in love with your best friend but they're oblivious to it all .. I've been in love with jungkook since we were 12 .. and every single time he chose someone else .. but I still held on because like I said .. I love him.
He never noticed everything I did for him .. all the walks in the rain to pick him up from soju bars .. all the girls I put in their places for breaking his heart .. all the cuddles and reassurance I've given him for years .. all for me to fall deeper in love and him to not even notice .. it sucks .
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Bunny boy 🧖🏻
Here we are again . Me crying into her lap , her caressing my back and head and hugging me closely telling me that everything is okay . I found out that my ex was in a relationship today .. I missed her a lot . So I went to her home and there she was with him .
You know it's kind of annoying when you fall in love with someone and in due time .. they don't love you back . Then you gotta go through the process of letting go and moving on .. it's tiring .. I just need actual , REAL love .. but seeing as all my past relationships are fails .. then coming from me it seems as if that's too much to ask .
My ex's never notice how much I do for them .. how in love with them I end up being and all I do afterwards is end up heart broken .. but it feels good to have someone to lean on .. nadiah is always there for me .. but she's only my best friend .. it sucks .
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Nadiah 🧖🏾♀️
"Nana" he speaks for the first time in an hour . "Yes kookie" I answered and he sighed .. "I think I'm gonna go to sleep" he said and I moved my hands from him so he could sit up .. but he had other plans .
Jk grabbed me and placed me at the top of the bed and told me to lie down . To say I was confused was an understatement . But I just listened to what he asked me to do .. when I laid down he climbed completely on top of me and placed his face into my neck with his hands around my waist before mumbling "goodnight nana" and I sighed and patted his back as if he was a child "goodnight Jeon" I responded and he lifted his head looking me in the face because he hates when I call him that .
"We are trying this again ,, goodnight nana" he repeated and I giggled .. "goodnight kookie" I said and he laid down and drifted off to sleep .. as that happened my mind drifted also .. but not with sleepy thoughts .. just the thoughts of him and how deeply in love with him I am .
You know it's actually pathetic .. but at the same time I can't help it . I began to cry softly as I rub his back and think of the fact that tomorrow he's just gonna go find another girl to fall for leaving me heartbroken and waiting for him to run back when she breaks his heart .
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Kookie🧖🏻
I was trying to sleep but I couldn't .. I laid on nadiah's chest as she patted and stroked my back softly with her hands .. suddenly her movements changed and the pace her chest would rise and fall slowed . I heard sniffles ,, nana was crying . But why?
I hugged her tighter knowing and feeling ashamed that it's all I could do .. all I knew how to do . I never had to comfort nadiah when she was down .. because she was never down .. not even when her parents died she didn't cry .. she just seemed stuck but still continued to smile and be her old self .
Nadiah is different I can tell .. it's one of the things I love about her .. she's just something else .. my weird loving best friend . I felt her hands form into fists on my back with her gripping some of my sweater in them like she was trying to keep herself from crying out loud . But suddenly she spoke in a shaky voice .
"Why am I so in love" .. nana is in love ? .. in love with who?
