28 july 2011

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age 15

i had been gaining a bit of weight, louis said i was doing well. i disagree, i also havent cut in a few weeks, its been hard because i feel like i really need to, but louis and liam have helped me through the feelings, it was so scary to feel like that, and i hate it, i just wish they would let me cut.

charlie thinks that i should loose weight, and has been hitting me everytime he sees me, he says he does it because i disappoint him, and i agree, i do. he doesnt like the fact that i have gained weight, or that the boys are helping me. i dont either, i wish i could back to when i was free to do whatever i wanted

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