may 28 2012

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age 16

we started filming on the 23, my part isnt too big, so i start later. i had one scene today, it was a scene with robert, where we talked about, which ended in an argument, it wasnt too big, i knew a bigger one will come up later in the movie. it was cool to act this way in the movie, as i feel like ive grown in the role, and my life.

after we finished filming i was walking back to the hotel i was staying at, when i was stopped by robert

"hey styles, how you going?" he asked me as the cars go by on the road

"im alright, getting better" is all i can respond with, i dont really want to lie to him. "thats good, i hope you can make the trials" he says back and i smile "yeah, me too"

"i'll let you go, i need to run to do some shit with interviews, ill see you later" he says and walks down the opposite way i was going

"yeah, have fun." i say and i walk off and walk down the street to where the hotel was. 

as i walk up the stairs to the 5th floor i rummage around my bag for my keys, and as im about tot urn the key to open the door, the door flings open.

charlie.

"uh- hi charlie, wh-what are you doing here?" i ask trying not to sound scared or afraid. it would make this worse

"i came to see my one girl" he says in a creepy tone. now i realise how this all sounds usually. he really is insane

"thankyou for coming" i say trying to be nice so he might be better to me

"yeah, you should be."he responds with and he grabs my hand and leads me into the hotel apartment

"but you should be apologising, for leaving me, lying to me, and making me look crazy" shit, and then he slapped me.

"and now your going to pay." fuck.

he pushed me against the wall. and punched me in the stomach. he kept slapping me after that first punch.

"i-im sorry charlie" i get out in between the slaps

"you should be you bitch!" he slapped me in between words

he started to take my clothes off. shit. i got scared. he left me when i was just wearing underwear and a bra. he let me go momentarily as he took off his clothes. no. its happening. i wanna cry, and scream and fight back as hard as i can. but i cant. 

he punched me in the face. i started to see spots, i was barely conscious.











he raped me.

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