16 february 2011

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age 14

i decided to start cutting about 2 weeks ago, the feeling of a cool blade on my wrists, and the blood dripping off was the best. it was my favourite. i had to hide  it under my watch, or wear long sleeves, and no-one has any suspicions. 

charlie has become a bit protective, but its nice to have someone care about me like he does.

i feel like harry and i arent as close as we used to be, were still close, but hes busy with 1d, and i think he thinks im making a bad decision by going out with charlie, but i think hes really nice. we havent had a long talk in a few weeks now, i dont think i like it cause i miss him.

im also training a lot now, my coach said that i should be able to make the olympics which is great. ive been trying really hard and its great that i might be able to go to olympics at such a young age.

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