30 june 2012

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age 16

i qualified. 2 days later, i still couldnt believe it. i was so happy, that i thought nothing could bring me down,thats why i was going to stay with the boys until i had to leave for the Olympics. i was also going to stay with them to get away from charlie. 

he had asked me to live with him, but i said it would be better after the olympics, because he would seem better and that we would look perfect in the publics eyes. of course that was a bunch of bullshit, but i needed to delay the inevitable.

 maybe harry was right about him, but im in too deep to get rid of him. i need a plan, ill figure it out eventually. or ill get lou to help.

im glad he still hasnt told anyone, hes such a great friend. im sure it would have slipped out some how, but it hasnt. and im happy about that.

but the crazy thing is.


is that i think i still



love him.


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