age 15
i woke up and had a shower, i got changed and looked at myself in the mirror. all i saw was a depressed, broken girl. i shook my head and reached above for the cabinets where liam and louis kept their razors in.
there were 3 bathrooms in this house. the main one, where there was a big shower, dual sink, toilet and bath. thats where liam and louis kept their stuff, i also used this one as my main. niall and harry used the other one, which was just a bit smaller than the main and didnt have a bath, and zayn had a small one in his room, it had a small shower, sink and toilet, it was the smallest out of all of them.
i grabbed one of the razors, knowing ill regret my decision, but decided ill do it anyways. i rolled up my sleeves pressed the razor against my wrist, letting the blood ooze out, into the sink. i did 3 on my right wrist, and 2 on my left. i made sure they werent still bleeding, and covered them back up. returning to my usual day,
-eat a small amount,
-secretly burn it off or purge,
-eat small amounts,
-take medication,
-cut,
-complain
repeat.
and harry thought i was getting better
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