15 may 2011

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age 15

i decided i would kill myself today. i was done with everything, i just wasnt feeling like myself for a few months. harry wasnt around much anymore, we havent had a conversation longer than a few sentences in about a month or so and i hated it.

harry said he was going out for lunch with the boys, and mum was working. so as soon as harry left i went into the bathroom, locked the door and found the pills i bought the day before. i put about 15 in my hand, and swallowed about 6. then grabbed my blade and cut myself a few time, then swallowed another 7, then lay myself on the floor and took the last 2. after a few minutes i. started to see black dots dance in my vision. i lie down. and fall asleep, now was my time, and i was happy

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