Wilbur and Y/N were back at y/n place thanks to the help of techno and Phil dropping them off when they fell asleep. Y/N was the first to wake up and see Wilbur next to him. Y/N moved a piece of hair from his face. Even in sleep he looked apologetic, y/n sighed as he gave wilbur a kiss on the forehead and got up. He sat on the bed thinking about what to do. He has to tell everyone about wilbur. Y/N sighed again, getting up to get ready for the day however when getting ready y/n looked at the calendar, it was the day he had to meet tommy up for emerald trading. The boy didn't tell y/n why he needed the emeralds but something bad was happening. Y/N went through his enderchest and grabbed his two stacks of emeralds. Before leaving, y/n left a note for Wilbur about what to do in the house and that if he needed any clothes to look in the box of clothes he had that belonged to him. Y/N left and was now walking through the cold snow, sensing this was gonna be a long walk y/n decided to think of ways to get Wilbur to see everyone and to apologize. Was it a good choice to leave wilbur by himself? y/n exhaled seeing his breath looking like a cloud of smoke. That made y/n chuckle, y/n had the thoughts of him and Sally always blowing bubbles in the water, how they swam in the water and normally from how fast they went bubbles would form. y/n smiled at the small memories he had of sally, thinking about it more made him think of him and fundy. He remembered when they went swimming fundy didn't believe he was a siren like his mother so he scared fundy with his tail. Fundy was never more amazed to see y/n tail. y/n felt a tear fall, y/n touched his face to wip the single tear.
"Those were the good times..." y/n smiled as he wiped his hand. Seeing the prime path in view, y/n took a turn and saw Tommy looking distraught.
"Hey Tommy. Fine morning isn't it?" y/n tried to start a conversation to lighten the mood. Tommy looked up and smiled seeing y/n in view. y/n got closer and they both stood there like it was a drug deal or something.
"H-hey y/n, do you have the emeralds?" Tommy looked to be thinking what to think next.
" Yeah, I got two stacks just in case for you little guy." y/n took out the emeralds out of his bag and gave them to tommy. Tommy looked at him with pure joy. He seemed happy.
"This is way more than I needed but this will help a lot to facing dream.. How can I repay you?" Tommy looked determined, this was the first y/n has ever seen tommy try to do things on his own, tommy has always just taken or stolen from y/n and he was completely fine. Ever since he was exiled he has been more kind and trying his best to do things for himself. y/n cant help but hug tommy, he stuttered something but y/n didn't hear, he just gave tommy a hug, no matter how many wars y/n has went through for this boy, the many times he had taken a bullet for tommy or the many times he had taken stuff without permission. y/n had to remember that tommy is still a child and that's what people here sometimes forget. He's a child and they make mistakes but they can grow out of them and that's exactly what Tommy was doing.
"You don't need to repay me anything tommy, all I can ask is that you tell me what's happening with you and dream and that will be your payment. " y/n gave tommy a soft smile letting go in the hug. Tommy nodded as he explained the situation. Dream wants Tommy and Tubbo to meet up with him somewhere far from everyone for the last battle of the disks. Tommy and tubbo are getting ready for the battle in 3 days. Tommy told y/n his plan with puns and hopefully this whole thing works. Y/N gave his last hug to tommy and this time, tommy hugged back tighter, as both of them saluted each other and went on their ways. y/n started walking to where l'manberg was. Walking in he saw red eggs in the damages, he squinted to look at them more clearly.
They were red eggs, y/n couldn't help but want to go and check them out but he already has enough on his plate with wilbur and other stuff. He'll check again later when his plate isn't as full. He looked at erets castle in the distance, nikki always suggested he talked to someone, maybe erets a good place to start. Y/N got out of the ruins of l'manberg and started walking towards the pride castle. Y/N started to sway as he walked, feeling a bit spaced out he started to wonder in his thoughts, he remembered walking this path with Tubbo, they talked about bees and how to take care of them. The smell of honey hit y/ns nose as he climbed up a wall and kept walking in a slow pace this time having his arms stretched out to balance on the wall as he kept going down his rabbit hole of thoughts.
"Y/N LOOK A BEE!" tubbo would shout at y/n as both would be amazed at one of god's fuzzy creatures. y/n jumped off the wall, seeing the castle in full view, a sword was drawn out inside his head.
"TRAITOR" Wilbur yelled with a sad tone.
y/n shook off the memory processes that were happening and started to clear his head as he god in the castle. Eret was just sitting in his throne talking to himself about his new strawberry dress he just bought. y/n let out a hum sound, this caught erets attention making him smile while sitting more properly in her throne.
"Y/N! Has been awhile, whats up?" they asked with a bright smile. y/n smiled as he sat down on the floor and then flopped on the ground laying there like a cat. Eret laughed at y/ns stupidity as he got off the throne and sat next to him.
"So?" eret questioned making eye contact with y/n.
"We don't have a therapist on the smp, we should get one." y/n suggested as eret rolled their 'eyes' and playfully punched y/n. y/n chuckled as the two of the, talk about what's been going on with them. y/n left out parts with wilbur.
"So are you still caught up with ghostbur? I haven't seen him in awhile. " eret seemed worried for the friendly ghost, y/n looked at the ceiling.
"He's been with me. He won't leave my side, I try to lose him but it's like I can't lose him anywhere.. I tried telling him that we aren't together but he just ugh." y/n lied through his teeth telling eret who chuckled.
"That's because he probably knows you two never ended it off so his happy memories are being with you." eret suggested making y/n nod, flashes of yelling at ghostbur for wilburs misfortunes made him feel sad. Hopefully ghostbur knows it wasn't his fault it's wilburs.
"Yeah... im sure thats the reason.. " y/n yawned as he changed the way he was laying down. Eret chuckled as the air in the room was comfortable.
"If wilbur was back, what would you do?" Eret asked looking at y/n, y/n moved his head to look at eret then looked back at the ceiling, more flashes from yesterday came back at him.
"I don't know.. If he came back I'd yell, I'd cry... basically tell him off... i would probably end things but everyone knows including myself that i cat do that and neither can wilbur, we just can't lose eachother again..." Y/N sniffled trying to keep his tears in his eyes. Eret nodded as he ruffled with y/ns hair. y/n couldn't help but laugh as he moved erets hand away.
"True true. I think you and wilbur are an odd couple but you both fit so well together it's quite scary. Seeing you hurt like this must hurt ghostbur in some way." y/n nodded at erets words. It did. y/n sat up and took out his broken bracelet.
"It does. He writes about it in his journal, he knows what schlatt did to me and how Wilbur just basically left me and everyone, everytime i talk about this i seem like i'm being selfish because i keep bringing it up but i can't get over it eret... My first death was because my heart snapped. What if that happens again? I can't keep dying to my heart... i want to be useful for something then be that person who brings up that i was abused by schlatt and my boyfriend decided to blow up a whole nation and did nothing for me :D person, no.." y/n vented to eret who laughed at y/ns movements in his vent. y/n got embarrassed from doing that but Eret understood what he meant.
"Don't worry y/n everyone doesn't see you like that, you're useful. At the moment everyone just sees you as a widow." Eret said making y/n squint at eret for calling him a widow.
"I'm not married you hoe." y/n lifted up his fingers only to see the promise ring wilbur gave him, ah. Now he sees why. Eret looked at him with a shit eating grin making y/n roll his eyes from embarrassment. Eret laughed as y/n hid his left hand in his sleeve, after a few laughs it got to that comfortable silence. Eret had a brilliant idea.
"Hey let's go jump off a building!" eret said making y/n look at her concerned.
"W h a t." y/n puzzled as eret grabbed the boy's hand as he grabbed slow falling potions and ran to the tallest building in the world, y/n couldnt catch up to that giant, eret had stupid long legs making y/n stop to catch his breath. Why was he friends with the tall people? He took a deep breath before sprinting to eret. Once he caught up to the king, Eret couldn't stop laughing. They started to go up the Building, it took y/n a while though he was tired from the running.
"Come on y/n! Stop being slow!" eret laughed as y/n huffed and gave out a harsh chuckle.
"You and those damn legs are gonna kill me." Y/N stopped for a moment and looked out seeing that they were already high enough, y/n could see everything.
"Woah.." y/n was amazed from the sight, seeing that the sun set just right in the world. Y/N continued to climb up , finally getting up with eret, eret pointed out at everything making y/n look at the whole landscape, eret took a deep breath in, so did y/n it was beautiful. Eret clapped his hands together.
"Right! Ok. when you fall, and when you see that duck get to your head, drink the potion and get it?" eret said as they looked at y/n with the potion.
"What if i forget.." y/n felt more concerned because in his mind he knew he probably wouldn't make it in time.
"Don't worry! I got splash positions as well so if you forget I'll splash you." eret smiled in reasurranced, y/n nodded as they both looked at eachother.
"On 3.. 1.. 2.." before eret said three, y/n already fell, he didn't want to look down so he saw eret say three and jump, sense both jumped off at different times he was above
y/n a bit, she laughed at y/n on how his hair was covering his face, y/n looked to the side and saw the duck come into view with him, he popped the cap of the potion and started to drink, the potion started to affect slowing him down, eret took his early and they started to slowly fall, y/n turned around and slowly started to get into a stance. As they float gracefully down, eret chuckled at how y/n seem to feel like a floating fairy. They got to the floor and y/n felt his body have that adrenaline of just jumping off the building. Eret laughed at how shaky y/n was but went to check on him.
"Was that fun?" eret asked rubbing y/n shoulders. y/n giggled and nodded. Maybe another time he can do that again. Another time. They both walked to erets castle this time, no running, just slow walking. Y/N saw the sky that was once filled with color now turn to a starry night sky. Y/N smiled at how pretty the stars were, star gazing with techno and wilbur was his favorite thing to do before sleeping. Tencho would point out the greek mythology stars and tell the stories behind them, while Wilbur found plants and talked about how he wanted to live on the moon. Y/N couldn't help but wonder those thoughts more, eret looked over seeing y/n dazed as he walked. She saw y/n go where tommy's giant hole he duck straight to bedrock and quickly grabbed him before he fell, making Y/n get out of thought seeing the hole as he fell on the grass with eret.
"Sorry. I.. I got lost in my head again" y/n gave a worried smile as eret sighed and shaked his head in disapproval. they continued walking to the castle, they hung out for a little bit longer before y/n left. With a goodbye hug and a small wave, y/n turned with his heals and started walking.
"So. i heard that you brought back wilbur, if that's even possible.'' An annoyed yet threatening tone was said from the white
masked man. y/n stopped in mid walk and looked at dream. His stance looked intimidating, he had a trident out as the sky turned grey and thunder struck. y/n blinked and cleared his throat.
"Where did you hear that dream?" y/n asked, placing his hands in his coat pockets. "Oh you know, know where in the piculare..." dream started to walk closer, he placed his trident behind his back.
"Not even a little bird?" y/n questioned even more as he backed up. Dream shaked his head as he looped his arm around y/n shoulders, turning him around as they walked.
"You're really messing up plans for me y/n... you do know i have a big day with these in two days" dream says pulling out the discs in his free hand, that made y/n gulp.
"I have nothing to do with those though.." y/n looked at dream, his mask said it all that y/n wasn't going anywhere.
"Why don't you come with me y/n, i have a story for you.'' Dream continued making y/n follow him. They kept walking, y/n noticed that the path seemed to have stopped at a river, y/n looked to see the prison, it made him worry.
"Don't worry. We won't go there, we are going to a faraway island. On our little adventure you could say." dream said with a smirk on his face. y/n gulped as dream placed down a boat. Dream got in and so did y/n. As dream sailed the boat y/n looked at the smp, then dream, then back at the smp however y/ns mind twisted in turn telling him to jump out the boat but his heart told him to stay.
"What is something you most care about? Is it wilbur? Is it your charm bracelet?" dream requested an answer as it looked to be a long boat ride.
" ...Like what do you mean?" y/n pleaded, his hands seemed to shake. " your attachment! To items, friends, spouses... even pets. What started it?" dream taunted, this question made y/n think. Did he even have anything that made him attached to anything related to life he lived on the smp? Wilbur. Wilbur was the thing he was attached to, but surely not him.
"Well?" dream asked, y/n saw a mountain from the distands, it was really huge.
" well... i don't know if it's an attachment.. Yes i'll cry and i won't forget it but i'll move on and search for something similar that reminds me of that ... hope you could say to recognize that i'm a person.." y/n rubbed his shoulder, the boat gave him slight dizziness.
"This thing,your hope. is it an item?" Dream raised a brow, y/n always wondered how his mask does all the face emotions and human things. He shaked his head before looking down.
"Come on now, i need answers." Dream asked again, y/n thought about it for a moment. The only thing that came to mind was wilbur, before wilbur was tommy, tommy was someone who helped y/n get to wilbur, without tommy, y/n would never have kept sallys promise, y/n would have never had a father bond with fundy, and he would never have gotten close to wilbur, without tommy where would y/n have been? He would still be in the ocean, he would've never met anyone, he would be swimming and being happy, free! He enjoyed doing nothing but eating, seeing fish and swimming. Not that he wasn't happy where he is now, y/n knew that earning stuff requires doing things until there is nothing left to do and then he can be free and swim again. Tommy helped him have purpose, Tommy gave him Wilbur and so did sally.
"It's wilbur... Wilbur and Tommy, plus tubbo if you will.. Tommy gave me joy and the benefit of being someone. Wilbur gave me happiness and things to fulfil, yes his motives were sketchy and obviously he isn't someone everyone can tolerate but without Tommy, or Sallys promise.. I would have never talked or even touched the surface of the dream smp, not even l'manberg.. I wouldn't have gotten this far. Thinking about it now, I would've been a nobody but a siren swimming through the sea. . . it sounds more better then having to do so much work to be a part of my not son's life, being a part of Wilbur's life. Anything. Everything that happened on the smp was all because I was a follower to tommys, then wilburs steps and after losing wilbur, seeing that i can always rely on people i became my own person but not really.. I still was guiding through someone's steps because I don't know how to be myself.. Years of thinking I can control my own life was a lie, i alway needed someone else to be my guide." they stopped at the small island, y/n looked to see it was a small island with a big mountain however dream did go up the mountain instead he dug on the side of it, looking at y/n.
"Well don't stop talking." he pleaded with a smile on his face. y/n gulped before exiting the boat and following dream in. it was an obsidian ground that had black brick in the middle, dream was on it so y/n got on as well, the machine started, freaking out y/n at first.
"Where was i.. Oh yeah.. Basically... wilbur is my comfort, my happiness, my everything. As cliche as it is... that's it. Wilbur is my person. Thanks to sally and mostly tommy." y/n said as dream nodded. They stopped, There were hanging items on the side of walls in the down hallway, the only hallway, however it was a big room lying where the two disks were. This made everything go tense very fast.
"Hm. I see, well All that doesnt matter to
me :)"
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Can You Even Kiss A Ghost? (M!Reader x Dsmp!Wilbur)
Fanfiction[[Completed]] THIS WILL CONTAIN ANGST! but it's happyish. I promise :D I will add Warnings in the beginning! this is also not real life!! THIS IS MINECRAFT BUT REALISTIC :D No real people here!! - - - - This was originally just a short story now...
