❗️warning❗️i wrote this while i was in my super cringy stage so its really freakin gross‼️ look back at this sometimes and regret my life choices. dang a lot of people have read this trash. i suck at writing so yeah. proceed with caution because this is really bad and i hate it. *2018 edit* uh this (my own writing) makes me so uncomfortable and i've grown out of my joshler phase but if you like to cringe/actually like this trash, go ahead n read it lmao