Val, the girl who could have it all. Adored by everyone she meets, she leaves marks on everyone. The other side to this is that Valerie herself, she is broken, a mess, hates herself, and wants nothing to do with being alive. This is her story, her life, the reasons she got to the point that she it at. 'This story has personal elements from my life that may have been slightly changed in parts. My first novel I'm going to write that is publicly viewed, so don't judge me to hard, but I appreciate any creative criticism ' Thank you